꧁𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚢 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚘𝚝 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎 ꧂

𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚞𝚖𝚊

your pov:

i also added his initials on it, LPP.

i showed it to issie, millie, mike and sadie and they all clapped in excitement.

"okat i'll be right back!" i said as i left the room to go downstairs to put it on louis.

i was walking down the stairs and saw none of the boys were looking, since they were concentrating on the game.

i walked towards them and stood just next to louis, slightly in front, but not to the point where i was covering his sight of the tv.

"look what i made you!" i said, smiling, until my smile faded.

"NO NO NO!!! YOU MADE ME LOSE! THIS TOOK US SO LONG!!" louis said, practically shouting at me, standing on his feet now.

i looked at him as my eyes filled with tears.

he looked very unbothered, which was unbelievable, now that the rest of the boys stood to their feet, also staring at me.

i wiped the tear that started running down one of my cheeks and shoved the necklace into louis' chest as he grabbed onto it, and when he did, i ran off crying back upstairs.

i was going up the stairs to find millie, issie, sadie and mike looking at me worried.

(let's call them "the girls" since i can't be asked to constantly write out their names lol)

the girls all ran down to me as i stood on a staircase and they all ran to me and hugged me as i sobbed into their shoulders.

"why the fuck have you screamed at her? you know she's had childhood trauma!" one of the boys said.

"i didn't mean it!" i heard louis say

"you acted unbothered even when you saw the tears fill her eyes!" finn defended.

i heard gaten coming up the stairs.

"let me see y/n" he said as he pushed through the group hug to get to me who was right in the middle.

"oh my gosh are you okay? you're shaking!" gaten said, clearly more worried than louis.

i didn't say anything but hug him so tightly.

his hugs seemed to be the best hugs ever. as i was hugging gaten with my head over his shoulder, i saw the guys coming up for the staircase gaten was hugging me on, including louis.

(your childhood trauma was very sensitive to you)

louis was the first guy walking up the stairs and when i sa whim i started crying even more and let go of gaten, as i fell back on the stairs, basically crawling up the stairs as i mentally broke down.

louis looked at me crying and when i got to the top of the stairs, i stood up and ran to the bathroom locking myself.

louis' pov:

i shouldn't have shouted at her, i knew she had trauma from shouting.

a game is less important than y/n.

when i saw her shaking and having a breakdown on the stairs as she crawled them up, my heart sank, seeing her like this was something i would never have thought i would see her like.

i wish i didn't shout at her.

your pov:

as i locked myself in the bathroom, i heard nothing but silence.

"well done" the boys said, clearly mad at louis, as mike came to the door and knocked.

"y/n?" he said quietly.