꧁𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚢 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚘𝚝 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎 ꧂

𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚗𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚎𝚍

tw: mentions of overdose and drugs

your pov:

louis grabbed the bottle as he spun it looking at me weirdly.

it landed on william.

"hell no!" louis cried as he got up and ran around the kitchen.

"his mood changed quick" issie said, as to before when i finished the bottle of wine he was low-key pissed, knowing i'm going to be drunk.

"yeah no i'm not kidding my homie" will said as we all started laughing.

i was getting tipsy already and millie decided to go to bed since it was late, leaving me to close the circle and sitting next to william.

i was getting soooo... sleepy.

i was about to fall back and fall asleep but william caught me before my head could hit the cold ground.

"got her" william said as i basically ignored him since i was so sleepy.

"we should get her upstairs and continue this game tomorrow night" louis said as everyone agreed.

i felt louis just above me, his warm breathing on my neck as he picked me up like a baby.

i put my legs and arms around him as i fell asleep on his shoulder.

i felt him taking me up the stairs as he whispered bye to everyone that was leaving.

he opened the door to his room and it was cold since louis left the window open since we left the room to go play spin the bottle.

i felt him close the door behind him and then he gently placed me down onto the bed.

he closed the window and then put me under the covers. i decided to open my eyes.

"you're awake?"

i nodded.

louis settled himself beside me on the bed laying on the same pillow as me. we were quite close.

"i was disappointed in you today" louis said

"why?"

"what do you mean why? of course you know why!"

"what because i drank a whole bottle of wine?"

"mhm..."

"well it was good"

"so? i'm not happy with you, your UNDER AGE DRINKING! i don't even know why i let you do that. i don't even know why my SISTER let you, i need to tak to her"

"louis, from my fucked up childhood, don't expect me to not under age drink, or do fucking drugs, my parents smoked fucking weed, and i don't know if they still do, so if i were you, i wouldn't be suprised at me doing illegal shit, i want to overdose and fucking die, my life is well fucked up, goodnight"
i said as i turned with tears filling my eyes.

"y/n we can always talk about your problems, i'm sorry" louis did with a conceded voice.

"fuck off."

"y/n please, i'm worried about you."

"i know you are"

louis grabbed my shoulder and slowly pulled me to face him. he didn't say anything but hug me so tightly and gave me a forehead kiss.

"i thought you might have needed that, we have to talk about this tomorrow, good night" louis said as he pulled away still holding onto my waist.

i was blushing badly through my tears, so i moved up to him as i rested on his shoulder.

"goodnight bubba" i said as i smiled.

louis turned of the night lamp and fell asleep as he was rubbing his thumb on my cheek, as soon as he stopped, i knew he was sleeping.

i had trouble sleeping as my mind filled up with what i said before, i shouldn't have opened up because now because of me opening up i will be talking to louis and i hate having serious conversations with louis to be honest.

i'd rather die than have these conversations.

louis was also very funng, and i'd rather have funny conversations with him and not serious ones.

i heard the door open and i saw issie just checking up.

"you okay? your eyes are puffy"

"yeah i'm having trouble falling asleep" i said

at that moment i felt louis' hands pulling on my waist.

"what's going on?"

"don't worry go back to sleep" i said to louis as he lowered his head behind me and fell asleep again

"well i have some medicine to help you sleep?"

"yes please"

issie left to go get the medicine and she came back with a gummy bear.

i ate it and thanked her as she left.

"you okay?" louis asked.

"of course"

he fell back asleep and later on i fell asleep too."

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ℍ𝕚 𝕚𝕞 𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕣𝕥, 𝕚𝕞 𝕞𝕖𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖 𝕤𝕝𝕖𝕖𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕣𝕟 𝕙𝕒𝕙𝕒 𝕤𝕠 𝕨𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕣𝕚𝕤𝕜𝕪 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖 𝕚𝕞 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕞𝕖𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕡𝕙𝕠𝕟𝕖. 𝔸𝕟𝕪𝕨𝕒𝕪𝕤 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕒 𝕘𝕠𝕠𝕕 𝕕𝕒𝕪/𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕩𝕩