How did I pray?

Chapter 15.

Sometimes, it takes courage to continue loving yourself before others🤍

Listen to Bad liar by Imagine Dragons.

     

    " See you soon, Angel"  he said as he took a left heading for the principal's office.

Little did I know I would be seeing more of him.

Just as I made my way to my locker , Cia comes closer linking her arms in mine. Apparently she was behind us.

"How're you Angel?" She said and winked
I frowned as I asked

" how long have you been here?"

"Long enough " she said with a mischievous smile.

"It's not what you think, I just met him on the bus ," I said as she continued nodding her head with that smile plastered on her face.

That's when I realized Cia's not going to let me off this easily .

He's cute though and handsomely tall"   She said and began fanning herself with her hand.

"Let's  get going" , I said and grabbed her hand , leading the way.

As usual, Cia and I had most of our classes together.
We had music class at the moment and she quickened her steps just to get to class early and see Monsieur Erique, but she stopped midway , turned and asked 

" you remember your borrowing right" ?

I nodded in the affirmative and we continued to class.

I mean, I don't know why but Cia is obsessed with every handsome creature that has ever walked the surface, sighs.

I just hope Trevor doesn't Fancy her too.

Shoot, why do I even care?

He mentioned earlier he just started working here. I would just look into that soon, besides h..-

I was cut short, when Monsieur Erique said

" well , good morning to you too "

Apparently, Cia had greeted him but I on the other hand didn't since I was lost in my thoughts.

Ughh Trevor

A/N; what has Trevor done again ?🙄

" sorry sir"    I mumbled and took a seat.

Halfway through the lessons , I felt bored and my urge to go for the tapes became stronger.
Adrenaline rush huh?

" Monsieur, Can I be excused? "

But he just waves his hand apparently he noticed today's class wasn't for me.

On my way to the security and transmission room, I entered the washroom.

Luckily there was no one in any of the stalls.
I walked to the mirror and looked at my reflection.

There was nothing to desire, people close to me told me I'm beautiful maybe in the inside, but I know it's just out of pity to make me feel better.

I picked up the extra fat at my sides.

I always felt inferior, I mean when I'm with Cia and Jade there's no way I'd get noticed, that's why in my 18 years of existence, I've never dated or whatever it's called.
Cia's got those awesome curls and a dark tanned skin I could die for, and don't get me started in her body structure..
And Jade? She's the quiet one amongst us but her red hair , oh God and she's just cute sighs .

It's not that I'm jealous or something, I just want to be loved .

I opened the tap and washed my face , thankfully I don't do those make up and I quickly wiped my face with a tissue I pulled .
I've got some tapes to borrow and I chuckled.

Leaving all my insecurities in the washroom, I headed to the stairs that led to my mission.

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Hi everyone,

What do you think of this chapter?

I actually wanted to get on with the Security and Transmission something, but Zizi kept pestering me to let the world know her , so that's it.
I hope I was able to get her message or side of the story to you.

Andddd I also hope you still find it interesting 🤧

And yes, most of you sent your questions to me but I've not addressed them, I would really like to make the QnA a part on its own.
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