Fearless

Luna's POV ; Hell and Highwater

I woke up to see a guy with black flippy hair and blonde highlights a few inches from my face. I screamed, automatically thinking of every horror movie ever. He fell off the couch with a loud grunt of pain and the door flew open a few minutes later. Rian came in and sighed.

"Jack what the hell did you do to her?"

"I didn't do anything! I promise!"

Rian looks at me with a worried look in his eyes. "You alright Luna?"

I nodded, questioning how he knew my name as he helped me up and Jack smiled almost reading my mind.

"Your friend Bella introduced you. You were still passed out." Bella? Oh shit...

Tears swelled up in my eyes as I ran into the other room. How could I be so stupid?! I was officially the WORST person on the face of the planet! My suspicions were confirmed as I looked up to see Bella laying in Zack's arms, unconscious and hooked up to oxygen. My heart dropped and I ran to her side, grabbing her hand. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. No wonder she was closer to Cher already. I'm her best friend and I can't do anything right! At least Cher remembers what she can and can't do!

I was snapped out of my thoughts by Rian squeezing my hand softly. "She's ok. She will be awake any minute now. The doctor said she is fine and just needed rest."

I shook my head, hating myself for letting this happen. "It's my fault. I should have remembered that she can't run. I should have known."

I heard the door close and two pairs of feet approaching and I heard a familiar voice cuss before Alex was sitting in front of me.

"Hey, hey, it's ok. Easy.... She's ok, she's tough. Luna, please don't cry.... Come here" he pulled me onto his lap. I hadn't even noticed the warm tears that were pouring from my eyes until now. Knowing I was crying only made me cry harder and hate myself even more. Not only had I almost gotten my best friend killed because I was an immature botch but now I was crying. How weak. How fucking pathetic. You are a disappointment, a freak, a loser! My inner demons slowly taking over my thoughts as I cried into Alex's chest, all the while he was holding me, trying to calm me down. I heard Matt Flyzik arguing with someone at the door and within seconds Harry, Niall, Liam, Louis, Zayn, Paul, and Cher were in the doorway. Zack's arms tighten slightly around Bella, almost protectively and Harry's eyes filled with rage. Alex put me down, standing up to try and talk to the boys and explain the situation. No sooner had he opened his mouth, and Niall's fist connected with his face, causing everyone to go on the defensive. Cher shot me an accusing glare as she ran to Bella's side and all hell broke loose....

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Oooooo drama! Sorry if its boring, been depressed lately and it's 12 am here. Second day without sleeping. Anyways I'm sorry again. I may not write for a bit until I fully get over this depression, don't want to ruin the book with so many dark thoughts. Thanks to One Direction, All Time Low, and you guys for making me smile on days like this. You have no idea how much I love knowing you actually read this story. Anywho! Connect with me via twitter and tell me what you think on the whole Alex/Luna ordeal or on Luna/Niall and Luna/Louis! Really any feedback would be nice. If you actually just read my rant, thank you. I love you so much. Stay you!

-Luna