Fearless

The Truth Shall Set Y'all Little Shits Free

Is it normal that I dream of my boys (One Direction) and my guys (All Time Low) fighting? I would never want them to fight. I groaned and tried to roll over but someone was holding me. I forced my eyes open and looked up into Zach's eyes. His eyes widened and he yelled "GUYS STOP IT SHE'S AWAKE!"

"wh-what happened?!" I said looking at everyone. Alex's eye looked like it was going to turn black forever, jack was... Well jack was eating some chips, Niall had a bruise on his cheek, and Harry was gripping Alex's shirt and pinning him against the ground. I looked at them and said, "I ship it." I paused and groaned again. "does anyone have a mirror?" Zayn walked up and handed me a compact mirror, so I raised an eyebrow at him, "why does this give me feels?" he shrugged and walked away. I looked at myself and gasped. I look so gross!!! I hid my face in Zach's chest. "you can all suck my dick. I look awful and you just sit there fighting? Bitches ain't got shit on you niggas." Jack burst into laughter, "Can it Burrito." he didn't. I huffed. And mumbled something like "mother fucking ratchet ass hoes" and I felt Zach chuckle underneath me, "stop laughing...." they didn't stop so I got up and smoothly as I could and tore off my oxygen mask and walked off. I can't believe them! They're so immature and they just... Ugh! I walked into some big ass bulking guy. "hey you alright there? You look pissed" I'm pretty sure I have steam coming out of my ears so.... "I am pissed! Who are you" I said crossing my arms. "oh I'm Robert. Who are you?" he held out his hand and I took it "Bella McLiesh. Bodyguard?" I said smiling brightly. "more like babysitter."

"ever been on Tumblr?"

"like once... "

"oh well do you have a laptop? I think I left my phone somewh-- OH HELL NO!!! Bitch give me my phone!!!" I turned and ran off towards the two groups. "YA SHOWER OF CUNTS GIVE ME MY PHONE!!!" I screamed.

Luna was laying on the ground and Alex was hovering over her and they were both smiling softly. Awe!! "My feels!! LUNA!!!!"

"Oh shit. Okay I gotta go so... Wait huh? Bella? Did you? What did you see...?"

"just you two cuddling. Why? What else did you do? Alex if you deflowered my walrus I will cut your balls off."

"you know what she's talking about?" I heard Alex whisper to Luna. "learn how to whisper" I said and turned away, snapping. Damn. Even when I'm bad I'm good. And suddenly there were about 17 billion boys in front of me. "BELLA ARE YOU OKAY"

"get off me you fatasses!"

"sorry...."

"it's alright. Okay do tell me. What happened?"

Jack, Zack and Rian all started talking at once,

"you were talking to us..."

"..... Me a burrito and then you told us we were awesome...."

"you fainted you little shit"

I put my hand up and looked at Zach, "say it again. I dare you."

"you FAINTED you LITTLE shit!"

I lunged at him and he caught me by the waist and pulled to him for a hug, "don't ever fucking scare me like that again" I just stood there and kind of spaced out for a second. I was thinking about when I first got sick (A/N: I really do have a Lung Disease. Don't ask why that was capitalized. #NeedsToGetHerShitTogether) and my mom was with me when I woke up from my coma. She said pretty much the same thing only I wasn't lunging at her wanting punch her in the jaw. I hate being called little, and fainting is for pussies. "I didn't faint and I'm not little." I said stubbornly.

"are you serious? You're tiny!" he yelled.

"that's because you're the fucking hulk's son or some shit!" I yelled back. We glared at each other for as long as we could before we both burst into laughter. "you guys are WAY too gullible!" I said through my laughter. Everyone was staring at us and when we started laughing they all scowled at us. "c'mon guys! We love you, you're just so damn funny to prank!"

"Bella what the hell? You just almost died!" Luna yelled

"no I didn't!" I said quickly, hiding in embarrassment. Rian looked at me and said, "Bella what happened? Why did you pass out?"

"ihavealungdiseasethatmakesithardtobreathe" I said in one breath, looking at the ground. I felt a finger touch my chin and I looked up at Zach. "Bella slowly"

I took a deep breath, "I have a lung disease that makes it hard to breathe..." Zach pulled me into a hug and I hugged him back until I felt someone pulling me away from him roughly. I turned to see Harry glaring at Zach, so I wrapped arms around him and whispered, "I'm alright Hazza. I promise." I felt him nod and I pulled away and looked around. "where's Luna?" I asked. Everyone shrugged and I noted the tension between Harry and Zach. I pulled Harry with me as a walked over to Zach and took his hand also. They glared at each other. "you two knock it off. We need to find my best friend." and we were off walking through the halls. I tripped over the carpet and Zach caught me then said, "get on my back before you get killed by inanimate objects." so I did. I laid my cheek on the back of his shoulder and closed my eyes. "Bella open your eyes" I heard Harry snap but I was just so tired. "I'm so tired Haz.... Just five minutes..." and he yelled "NO!" then everything went black again.

*Dream*

Elena, a girl who used to bully me, was glaring into my eyes. "he doesn't love you. He just likes an easy lay."

"then why hasn't he come to you?" I spat at her. Her eyes widened and she lunged for me "HE LOVES ME NOT YOU!" she screamed, pulling my hair and flinging me on the ground. She sat on my chest and a could faintly hear "she has a fever and we can't keep her heart rate up. If she stays in here... She won't make it. We have to fly her to the hospital in Billings Montana." I could hear yelling and then I screamed at Elena "GET OFF!" before everything went completely dark.

*End*

I opened my was awake. I know I was. I could hear the monitor and I could feel people touching me. But I couldn't open my eyes. I started shaking and I could feel the years coming out of my eyes. "Bella? Are you awake?" I heard the voice of my best friend and I cried harder. She started singing in a shaky voice, "you are my sunshine. My only sunshine. You make me happy when skies are grey. You'll never know dear how much I love you. But god don't take my sunshine away..." I was calm. I opened my eyes and I squeezed Luna's hand. She looked up at me and screamed out "OH MY GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH" and I tapped on the bed. I couldn't talk because there was a feeding tube down my throat. She said, "what do you need?" a made the sign for 'D' and 'r' and she went to get the doctor. I could feel other people in the room so I turned and there stood One Direction and All Time Low. I tried to open my arms but it turned into a weak spasm. Harry and Zach rushed to either side while Jack laid on my legs. I imitated writing and Rian went and grabbed me a pen and a pad of paper. I wrote, 'how long was I out?'

Liam spoke up and said, "14 days." I felt my eyes widen and then the doctor walked in. He checked my vitals and then he quickly removed the tube from my throat. The boys all looked at me, waiting for me to talk. "I need water" there was a cup thrust into my face. I took a healthy swallow. "why do I feel like the first time I was here?" I asked the doctor. "because your body has regressed and you had a relapse. You're back where you started. Your mother had to work so these young men have been asked to stay here. They've kept their fighting to a minimum so they're alright. How do you feel?"

"like I can't breathe. But it's like the first time. Can I try standing?"

"that's not a good idea."

"what why?" I asked frantically. The reasons swirling around in my brain. My legs stopped working, my lungs don't work while I'm standing, I'll never walk again!!! I know I'm dramatic shut up.

"you've just woken up. Last time it took a good 3 weeks before you walked."

I frowned.

"you're too weak my dear." oh. Well okay then. Harry grabbed my hand and looked into my eyes, "it'll be alright" he said wearing his signature cupcake smile.

"I know."

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Hey it's Bella :)

What's up my stripes. Sorry for all of the cussing. It just fit. This took me 3 days to write. I was In the ER last night... Yep. Follow me on twitter. @MsMackin01

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