Im A Walking Travesty

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It's been a week since Luna left and I've been really depressed. Too depressed to even talk or eat. Too depressed to go onto tumblr. Too depressed to sing. I walked through the door after getting out of the shower and I plugged my iPod into the doc and started playing some music. "Give me therapy, I'm a walking travesty but I'm smiling at everything. Therapy, you were never a friend to me, you can take back your misery..." I burst into tears and I felt two arms wrap around me. I looked up into Harry's eyes and then buried my face in his chest. "I know Bells, we all miss her."

"You don't understand! She's been my best friend for as long as I can remember... She's gone through everything with me, and I with her. She's my sister..." And I kept crying. He was whispering things like "it's okay" and "shh it's alright" I just cried and when I finally stopped I looked up and Harry and he looked down at me, and started moving his face towards mine. I pulled back and stood up to go put my make up on and get dressed for the award show that started in an hour. I would call Cher over but she's busy with Zayn. I pulled on my dress and lined my eyes in black and slid green eye shadow on my eye lids. My dress was floor length and it was forest green with silver swirls. I had silver heals and a silver clutch bag. I walked into the living room and rested my hand on Harry's arm, making him turn to look at me. He gasped and stuttered out a compliment. He held out his arm to me and I took it, and with that we started out. We arrived at the award show, and found our seats. I looked to the table next to us and there sat Taylor Swift, and Adele, along with Ed Sheeran and for some reason, Jennifer Lawrence. I just kind of stared at them, and Taylor Swift came over, after catching my eye. "Hey, I'm Taylor. We've never met before, are you a new artist?" I stuttered, "n-no, I'm here with One D-direction!" 

"Oh I love them!" she replied enthusiastically. We talked for a few minutes till she had to go back, but she mentioned that if I were a singer, I could drop by her studio to record a demo. I agreed and she went to go talk to the other women at her table and also Ed Sheeran. I heard my name mentioned and I smiled at them.  Then the guys came back to the table.

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I'm too tired to do more.

~Vannah

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