S1- 31~𝑰𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒕?

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A week later...(??)

"

It's raining already, seriously?...it's dark outside and it's night"

"It really is...are they inside?"

"Should be. Uh...Mark."

"Hmm?"

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah? What's up? Something wrong?"

"No...well not for me. But for you."

"Wha-"

"Let's just go inside. Okay?" Jisung said opening the car door to leave.

"Jisung wait-"

Jisung was confused and turned around.
With a confused face.

"Tell me what's wrong, you know I'm here."

"It's not about me. It's about you."

"Well...tell me!"

"I can't..."

"Bro come on. Just tell me-"

Without hesitation Jisung blurted out the words that Mark wouldn't expect.

"Yuta left with someone!" Jisung said in a quick rush, regretting his words.

"What?"

"Well...he just left an hour ago, Renjun called me about it."

"I don't believe him...he could be lying."

"Text him then. Tell him."

"Okay..."

"Get in the car

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"Get in the car."

"No what- no."

"Just get in the car, and drive me to the bar down the street. No questions."

Jisung gets in the car, as they took off.
The rain hitting on the windshield. It was heavy. 'Who could he be with?', 'Why didn't he tell him'...

As Mark parked in the corner of the Bar, he took a deep breath.

'You got this Mark.' That was the only thing in his mind.

"Stay in here until I get back, and if I take longer than 10 minutes...leave. Okay?"

"Are you sure?... you're going to get wet!"

"That doesn't matter. Okay? Just listen to what I say."

Jisung nods his head, Mark opens the door, and walks out. The rain was strong and cold. Mark had trust in Yuta. Mark turns to the next corner. A light post. It was dark. The light post was the only light there was. Mark walks even faster as he heard sudden laughter.

Mark stops his track, as he looks around. A couple. A couple was exiting the bar. Walking to there car.

Mark squints his eyes. Trying to have a better view of the couple. The rain was hitting his eyes, was soaked with water. The couple was kissing right beside the light post. They looked familiar. Then it hit him.


All flashbacks hit him...,
Meeting Yuta at the dorm, the tension he had with Yuta in the dorms, the kisses they shared with each other, Yuta's sex desire for Mark, hanging out with Haechan right by the beach, the argument he had with Yuta, Haechan telling him; Yuta is using him only for his needs, Mark getting dream warnings about his 'lover'; Yuta.

Marks looks at the couple again to see Yuta there...

Mark didn't know wether to go up at them or to call Yuta...tears start to form in Mark's eyes. He was fooled.

"Haechan was right...he was only using me...i really loved him...while he only loved me for his needs..." Mark said under his breath.

Tears fall down his cheek, as he tried to stay strong, but how? The person who he had feelings for...was only using him.

Mark digs down his pocket and pulls out his phone, dialing Yuta's number. From far away a guy picked up his phone and turned around facing Mark.



Mark ended the call. He couldn't bare it anymore. That was Yuta....he was fooled.

Yuta starts walking up to Mark, instead of Mark walking up to him. He turned around and walked away, hearing the yells of his name behind him.

"Mark! MARK!"



Every memory of him and Yuta was all over, he loved him. More than anything.
Mark could hear his laughter with Yuta in his mind, Yuta's smile, and Yuta's laugh...

Mark pulls out his phone. He was about to call Jisung to pick him up. When he got a notification, "Want to back up your photos- Click here."

Mark clicks as he looks at his gallery. He clicked on one. It was him before flying out to South Korea. Mark swiped as he saw pictures of Yuta and mark together at the beach. He swiped again and saw a video of Yuta and Mark playing games together. He plays the video

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"Yo! you were cheating! How did you win?" Mark said laughing in the video.

"No i wasn't!" Yuta said clinging onto him while laughing.
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Marks tears up. The video kept playing.

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"I love you Mark~" Yuta said in the video.

"Hey love birds look here!" Doyoung said who was recording.
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He sobs as a tear fell on his phone.

Mark see's a wall. He threw his phone against the wall, seeing it crack into pieces. Marks tears felt like a river, it was never ending.

Mark tears hit the road as he stepped on every water puddle, the rain hitting his face as he tries to wipe his tears.

"I guess it was just sex and feels..."

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Author:
Do y'all now know why the book is called Sex and Feels? The ending kinda made me feel sad in a way. Sorry it had to end like this~

Also know; I have another YuMark story, should definitely check it!

⚠️Sorry for any spelling errors⚠️

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