"Cause at the end of the day...it hurts to see you away-..."
~No ones Pov
Skip to the end of school, school is over now they have the rest of the time left for themselves. Mark, and Haechan went out to eat. While the others were at their own dorm.
It was a peaceful, yet didn't felt the same with Yuta.Every time Mark looked at the sky, he wondered how it will be if Yuta was with him. Under the sky. Holding hands, Laughing, Giggling, and just them being together.
Haechan loves Mark. He just doesn't know when to tell him. He was scared. He was scared that Mark would reject his love. He was scared Mark wouldn't feel the same. He was scared he only loved Yuta.
He was just scared.During the whole time of their "date".
Haechan couldn't keep his eyes away from Mark. Mark in the other hand was eating not focusing on the younger looking at him, but Mark was thinking of Yuta. Why him?Haechan started to feel helpless.
Haechan felt like he wasnt the one for Mark. He loved him. Yet he felt like it was hopeless. Haechan kept telling himself how much he would die to be with Mark.But, He also feels he is just a friend to Mark. 'What if Mark doesn't like me, like how I like him?' Haechan said to himself. Mark looked up at him and smiled. 'That damn smile, gets me every time. How can he be this precious? Mark can you not see that I love you?" Haechan said to himself.
"Hey Haechan want to walk by the beach since the sun is about set?" Mark said smiling.
"Yeah sure, seems like a nice idea."
After Haechan insisted on paying the fee, they went to the beach. It was alone. The water was beautiful. The sun almost setting. Purple and pinkish skies. It was beautiful. The wind was a little strong. But perfect.
They both remove their shoes, walking by the ocean. Laughing and giggling. The water hitting their feet. The smooth sand, till Haechan stopped moving as Mark didn't notice till he didn't see Haechan beside him.
Mark turned around to see Haechan by the water facing at the ocean and the beautiful sky. Mark walked beside Haechan, facing the ocean as well. They stayed still for 1 minute, till Haechan turned to face Mark.
Haechan admired his face.
Haechan couldn't help but finally let his feelings out.
He wanted to tell Mark but yet didn't. He thought it was too early, or also too late. Mark then faced Haechan."What's wrong Haechan?"
"Oh...nothing"
"Oh"
Mark faced the ocean again feeling the wind. Haechan did the same, but then turned and faced Mark.
Haechan closed his eyes and let out a sigh."Mark..."
Mark turned to Haechan.
"Yes Haechan?"
"Mark...I never thought this would happen to me, as I met you. You were nice but different. You are nice and very happy. I like that about you. It was never intended for me too tell you this. Even when you are away and not having you beside me because of something or someone, I tend to miss you. More than I should. I miss you a lot. I cannot help but think that I need you. As your away and not with me, I tend to lose myself. I don't want to lose you, I don't want you away from me. Cause when you're with me, I feel like I'm in heaven. I love that feeling, more than anything in the world. I just don't want to lose you-"
Haechan looked down as he looked up he had tears in his eyes.
"Cause at the end of the day...it hurts to see you away-..."
Haechan said blinking, holding back his tears.
Mark was loss of words all his did was pull Haechan into a hug. Hugging the younger one tight.
"You won't lose me...I promise. I may not always be with you, but I will find some way to be with you. I love you okay? Don't think bad." Mark said rubbing Haechan's back.
After that the boys went to their dorms saying their goodbyes. It was now 10:24 pm. Mark walked in his dorm to find Yuta sleeping on Marks bed. Mark let out a little laugh and climbed onto the bed, hugging the older.
Cuddling with him. Mark missed Yuta. A lot. He smiled due to the fact that he was with Yuta. Yet he thought of Haechan. Mark's heart raced but yet loved being with Yuta, He was too cute to even be with. Mark admired Yuta's face. Mark plays with Yuta's hair slowly.
"I love you...Yuta"
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Author:Okay this was like a soft chapter.
I love it. Anyways, Yuta lately has been clingy to Mark and I'm here for it. Sorry WinWin I love you and all but YuMark has me crying for them and making me want to eat ice cream and gain weight so I can look like Willy Wonka assistance. An oompa loompa.
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