𝑺𝒆𝒙 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝑭𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒔 •| Yumark |•

S1- 12~ 𝑴𝒊𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓

It was silent, he was in pain.

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~Yuta's Pov

'Why was Sicheng at Haechan's dorm?
It's not that I love him, I know what I did to him was wrong, but for some reason when I see him away from me.
It kinda hurt.'

'I miss that face...but Mark. I don't even like Mark...he isn't even attractive...well he is. I miss Sicheng. He looked happy, after what I put him through, how though? He was hurt while I wasn't.'

"I can't give him away...." I said low while looking at the ground.

'Good thing Mark wasn't in the room,
He went to grab Johnny.
I mean...I love both, but I can't get
Sicheng out my mind. It keeps going and going yet I cannot forget about him. I should not worry about him.
Mark will find someone special.'

'Even when we did that. He doesn't know how I feel about him nor do I know how he feels about me.
He probably doesn't see what I see, which is reasonable, I don't rarely show my loveable side. Mark doesn't know how I will. Yes I may mention that I miss Sicheng, but I won't forget about Mark. It's hard to give away someone.'

'He may not know how I feel and that's okay, but it will hurt me if I see him with someone else. Even if I don't like him well I think I don't...I don't know. My feeling's are mixed up at this point'

"Where is Mark?" I said getting up.

I walk to the door and open it to see Johnny running towards me.

"Yuta!!!" Johnny said to me.

"What? Are you okay? You look worried."

"Well yes and no! Is Mark with you?" Johnny said catching his breath.

"Well no he said he left to get you while y'all were inside Haechan's dorm. Why?"

"Oh shit... Haechan actually did it."

"Did what?" I said starting to worry.

"Fuck, while we finished talking im assuming Mark overhead our conversation that Haechan likes Mark...and...I don't know if I should say this..." Johnny said being hesitant.

"Tell me!" I said getting even more worried.

"... during Haechan explaining everything about his feelings to Mark. He was jealous of you and Mark. He mentioned how he believes you are only using Mark for his body and not for his love. After I calmed him I was about to leave when I opened the door, Mark was standing there with tears in his eyes."

~Flash back / Johnny's Pov

"Okay well I should go now since I'm assuming we are not going to the mountains so wow what a bummer" I said as I was bout open the door.

I open the door to Mark standing there with tears falling down his cheek

Everyone was now looking at Mark.

"Did you hear....?" Doyoung said softly.

"No, it's fine. I understand. I heard everything. It's normal right? Just a person playing you right?" Mark said as tears start rushing down.

"Mark its-" I said trying to reach for him but he pushes my hand away.

"Mark its- what? What? I was just fooled that's all. Tell Yuta to not expect me" Mark said walking away.

It was silent, he was in pain.
Everyone was shock.

"Haechan go after him! Tell him!" Taeyong said getting worried as he couldn't help but think of what happened.

Haechan runs out the dorm finding Mark.

~Back to present / Yuta's Pov-

"Why would he think that?!" I said getting fed up.

"I don't know exactly! He was just jealous of you!"

"I don't care of what he thinks of me! I'm going to find Mark!" I said running out of school, searching for Mark.

"I'm sorry...Mark. I will find you, just wait for me..."

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Author:

I feel bad for my poop, like once it hits the water it's gone. Like GONE. So I feel bad for it! I even cried. Anyways, I scraped my skin from falling off the stairs. That was fun.

Question:

What NCT member would you like to be for a day? And why?

Me: I would like to be Chenle for a day because he is so rich so I can buy tons of Kpop albums and mail them to my house, so when I come back to real me, my albums would be there! Genius.