Young and Dumb (n.h au) {STILL EDITING}

Chapter 22

Young and Dumb - Chapter 22

Soundtrack for this chapter:

~ 3000 Miles (Emblem 3)

~ Last Night (The Vamps)

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I had arrived to my house two hours ago and I couldn't bring myself to call Niall. I was kind of scared he wouldn't want me back and at the same time I was annoyed of how much of a coward I was.

I huffed in annoyance rolling my eyes and going downstairs to eat something.

Food always helped in these occasions.

I sat down on the kitchen counter, eating goldfish and then served myself a cup of water. When I was done with my snack I went back to my room and tried to make myself call Niall back.

After staring at his contact for about five minutes I gave up, calling his number.

He answered on the fourth ring.

"Hello?" He spoked through the phone. It felt so good to hear his voice again.

"Niall." I whispered.

"Rafa.. are you okay?"

"Yeah, can you come over?" Niall stayed quiet for a long time.

I waited patiently playing with my fingers; nervous habit.

"Yeah, I'll be there in a moment."

I decided to clean my room quickly before he came. I threw all my tissues and candy wrappers away and then put all of my dirty clothes away.

As I was doing the final touches, the doorbell rang and I ran to open before someone saw Niall here and began asking questions.

Seeing Niall's face, I almost broke into tears, but managed to wait until we were alone in my room.

"So..."

"So..." I took a deep breath, "I talked to Dave and Adriana today." He looked at me confused.

"The point is, you don't have to worry about them." Niall nodded.

We stayed in awkward silence for a couple of minutes before I couldn't contain it anymore and broke into tears, bringing my knees to my chest.

"I'm so stupid," I sobbed. "I always mess everything up, I'm such an idiot."

"You're not." Niall assured me.

"I don't know why I let you go.. That was the dumbest mistake I have ever made in my life." Niall ran up to my side and wrapped his arms around me. My eyes were pouring tears all over my cheeks. I had my hands against my face and Niall was awkwardly sitting there hugging me.

"I'm a mess. I'm such a mess. I don't know how you can stand me. You were seriously so nice to me and I was so selfish when I let you go... You don't deserve me." I rambled on. "I'm so sorry, Niall." Niall lifted my chin with his hand and looked at me in the eyes.

"You have nothing to be sorry for." He wiped all of my tears with his hands and kissed everywhere my tears touched.

Then he looked at me for a moment before kissing my forehead, then my nose and after that both of my cheeks.

"You missed my lips." I muttered. Niall laughed and brought my cheeks to his palms, pulling me in for the best kiss we've ever shared. I pulled away, looking at Niall in the eyes.

"Does this mean, you'll give me another chance?" I whispered.

"It means I missed you... and you don't have to ask for another chance.. you already had it." He kissed my forehead lightly and held me close to his chest.