Young and Dumb (n.h au) {STILL EDITING}

Chapter 46

Young and Dumb - Chapter 46

Soundtrack for this chapter:

~ Close Your Eyes (Meghan Trainor)

~ Yellow (Coldplay)

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"We will miss you Bella," were the last words that left my mother as Bella was going in the car.

"You can come visit whenever you want." My father cheered her up, but Bella still had the same stern look in her face. She had been acting very shy and extremely doubtful and confused around us since the other day when we had a fight.

"Rafa can we talk?" This had been the first words that left Bella's mouth in days so I looked up at her, my eyes widing, but then looked back down, acting as if I didn't care about what she had to say.

Truthfully, I cared. I cared about Bella. It pissed me off that everyone I knew thought that Bella was a selfish bitch who always messed up everything. I cared that her parents showed no affection towards her. Perhaps we had an argument, and things got rough for us, but Bella was still my best friend, no matter what happened between us.

People make mistakes. People learn from their mistakes. People forget their mistakes, and then they let it go. Bella, like any other human, made some big mistakes, but it was now that she needed me most, that I needed to have a chat with her and at least hear her out.

"Yeah, sure." My voice came out dry and with no emotion. Bella still looked kind of nervous, like she was about to pass out. I don't blame her though; I probably looked like I was about to kill the poor girl.

Bella and I walked to the sidewalk, away from my parent's veiw, and she gulped before starting speaking.

"I'm sorry." She barely whispered.

"Oh come on Bella, it wasn't your fault." I hugger her and she started crying.

"I really messed up this time...." She sobbed into my shirt. "Liam hates me, Cole hates me, Simon hates me, Niall hates me, you hate me... Everyone hates me..." She cried.

"What are you talking about?" I pulled away. "I mean you made some mistakes but who cares?! People are just mad... But it'll all go away soon!" I tried to cheer her up. Bella hang her head low and wiped off her tears.

"You know, I don't even remember what happened that night. I had too much to drink."

"I thought you didn't drink alcohol." I looked at her in dissaprovement. Bella was such a goodie two shoes.

"I usually don't.." She sighed, "but that night I just needed something to help me forget everything."

"You do know Liam kissed Sarah and then you kissed Niall, right?"

"I do remember that." She said softly and then looked up to see me, "I'm sorry I kissed Niall, I remember looking for something at the time, but after kissing him it all was a blur and I'm really sorry that I got you all into this mess."

I rolled my eyes and gave her a slight push, "don't worry, I also overreacted, and well, Niall was mad but I'll talk to him and figure it out."

A slight smile started appearing on Bella's face and she frowned once again. "What am I going to do once I get home?"

"Don't go." I said firmly.

"You know I have to, your parents already payed for the tickets and there is no way that I'm throwing them to waste, you know how expensive they are." I rolled my eyes again.

"Don't worry about it, I just don't want you to go back home and face your mother. I know you aren't ready."

"I am. Trust me, I at least need to see how she's been going lately. I haven't talked to her in a very long time and I need to catch up with her." She paused for a long time and then sighed, "even if she was a bitch to me, she is still my mother after all."