Sabotage

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I was wondering, how to lock you away
But I was kidding, you and I are the same
We're both bleeding, life lured us astray
And still sinning, high I forget the shame
But I'm slipping, swerving, out of the way
I'm self-sabotaging, I'm the one to blame
Mentally sinking, I kneel down and pray

Tearing a part, of my heart,oh please consider
A gift from me, through this art,accept my offer
I've been aiming, with a dart, focus dead center
Now I'm alone, in the dark, guilty prisoner
Waiting lonely, torn apart, for his punisher

Emotional overdose, I'm paranoid
Pills overload, keep away the void
Drugs to the dome, feel like an android
Alone at home, my feelings destroyed
Stuck in that mode,I'm getting annoyed
Death seems grandiose, please let me join

Throwing around, on the ground, any semblance of decency
Fucking around, for a while, losing the last remains of sanity
Twirling around , free at last, detached from my worries
Sleepwalking around, fueling my insomny

Emotional overdose, brain keeps buzzing
Loosing all control , my mind's racing
Broken feelings overall,so exhausting
To keep track of them all, always hiding
I dug myself a hole, for all the feelings
Kept my heart close,yet anger's still  simmering








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