Painless/Dreams

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Pain's inside the skull again
So many pills to numb my brain
Lifeless dreams once more, I can't see what for
Sleepwalking closer, to the final door

Every single time, I can't afford to lose
Yet am falling again, cause I never can choose
Helping myself to more pills and more booze
There's only pain sometimes, wish I could find a noose

Tricked and pranked by my own intuition
I want to learn life but where's the tuition ?
The crash course of my life set a plan in motion
The Philosophy of a suffering idiot can't start any actions

Stuck in my head, trapped in my imagination
It's the best maze there is, it's my mental prison
The walls shape shift and change position
Time stand still, glued to my emotions

I wish you would listen when I'm dying slowly
Supporting comments can't cure the sick, sadly
Blindfolded on the edge of life and death, truly
Falling on either side, pain's still a guarantee

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