SIRENIC

Love?

I know everything hurts, I have never cried over a band, yet their existence made me happy, so seeing them not as got7 hurts, they better come back as a normal friend group get7 who come together and have fun, I love them till I physically can. Over that Mark said they will be there for us and they need time with family so give them time, they have worked so hard they deserve a break, I am waiting on Mark's YouTube channel and the other members music, wish them the best. Have you noticed no article says got7 disbanded but that they left jyp, I mean it does not mean they can be got7 but yet it consoles me, that they are leaving jyp not each other, not us. But that doesn't mean I am letting you free, the story goes on. this note I have decided to give you guys a happy ending. #GOT7FOREVER

"Jaebum let's break up."

Jaebum felt his world shatter at those words. Jaebum couldn't see a  reason for this sudden reaction of the other, he stopped in what he was doing and stayed completely still. "What happened baby ? What do you mean? What did I do?" His voice came out barely a whisper. Not wanting the other to speak, wanting this to be a dream. He heard the other take a shaky breath on the other side of the line. "Jaebum I can't take this relationship any further, I feel trapped, let's take a break." Jaebum feared this, he pushed Jinyoung to far, he rushed into the relationship. His eyes stung with unshed tears as he thought of letting Jinyoung be. "Okay, if that is what you want. But remember I will be waiting for you." His voice coming out raspy as he tried to hold back sobs. "Thank you, for this, I will wait for you too." Jinyoung answered but something about the sentence just sounded wrong to Jaebum. Jinyoung hung up and Jaebum collapsed in his chair in his study. He cried not holding back tears. He was so deeply hurt, he never thought Jinyoung would leave him this easily and early, had he been to demanding. He loved Jinyoung and even if Jinyoung decides not to love him, he will wait until the end of eternity. He held onto that Jinyoung will return, he just needs time, because it was difficult to fake such deep emotions. He held unto that hope while wiping his eyes, but he had get his mind off Jinyoung, he had to do something he hesitated before calling his dad, when he remembered that his father had said they Jinyoung would leave him. It meant his father was right, maybe he was being reckless. In hurt and rage he decided he would take over the company, as his dad wanted, but he won't marry someone his father chooses. He promised to wait for someone, that person might not love him but he love that someone so he will wait.

Jinyoung was hurt at how easily Jaebum had let him go as if he was waiting himself. Maybe Jinyoung was a burden, maybe if they hadn't mated ,Jaebum would have easily pursued his own business. Jinyoung bound him. He cheeks were wet with warm salty tears. He got out of the car and walked to his car. He sat there for 30 minutes crying himself to peace, hoping that tears would finally stop. And they did, but so did his ability to breathe properly. He felt as if  heavy weight was kept on his chest. He start the car and headed to his house and not Mark's because he wanted Jaebum to be comfortable. He walked into his place was stuffy because it hadn't been open in so long, in the fast few months they all had just moved to Markson's house. He sat down at the kitchen counter, reminiscing everything he had done today. He wished he never went to Mr. Im , but he would be selfish to keep Jaebum to himself. He let tears escape his eyes as he slumped to his bed. He lay down not being able to stand straight anymore. Maybe one day I will be selfish and get that Jaebum back, hopefully he waits till then . He told himself as his tears lulled him to sleep. He was not only sad about leaving the person he valued so much, but the fact that he had hid something like that from him. He couldn't believe that Jaebum thought he wouldn't understand his situation. He felt like the other didn't trust him.  He closed his eyes and hoped for sleep to come even though it was only evening.

Jaebum arrived at the company building and walked straight to his father. His father was not surprised to see him, which surprised him. His dad was standing rather like he was expecting him to be there. He started to suspect his father about everything but Jinyoung. He went straight up to him and asked to talk privately.