SIRENIC

How to not confess.

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Life wasn't exactly in Jinyoung's favour, he woke up with a splitting headache. He opened his eye to see Jaebum who was still on the couch. Texting someone , well who , how did he care. He rubbed his eyes and ran his eyes across the room , and spotted a bottle of water next to his bed . He shifted carefully not to startle the alpha. Nonetheless, Jaebum's gazed snapped up at him. He felt uneasy but went ahead and started to drink water without making eye contact. This is not going to help. I seriously need vodka, what?! My brain isn't working, but I need vodka. He looked at the other and straight up said , " Let's grab a drink." Jaebum just looked at him weird , " Are you out of your mind ?" " Is that a yes?" " No! It certainly isn't."
" Then I suppose I am going alone." " Nope, not in a billion years." At this the other got up and walked towards Jinyoung, pushing him back till he was laying flat. " I seriously need a drink."
" ???.."
" Just get something."
" If you want to drink, we are doing it home ,..... with the rest."
" Cool, as long as I get vodka."
" hmm, you are a peculiar omega , craving vodka , eh?"
" Yep, any problems."
" Not really."
Jaebum soon came back with others trailing by his side, with stupid grins, Mark, Yugyeom , Youngjae were used to this but Jackson and Bambam were genuinely interested. They looked him up and down and raised their eyebrows . He made an expression,daring them to question him . That's when Mark spoke, " Not to much."
" Hmmm."
" You don't object?" Jaebum asked surprised, he definitely expected Mark to-scold him.
" It helps him , so who am I to judge ?"
" Yeah,........sounds legit."
" Shut it Wang."
" Can we just start."
"What, oh yeah."
They said one after the other, as they sat down taking out snacks and a few bottles of alcoholic drinks. Rum, vodka , beer. They started to drink and in no time Jinyoung was out of it , he was very light headed everyone somewhat tipsy was laughing at a stupid dance Jackson was doing. Bambam was rather scared of it. The room was full of laughter, incoherent words and giggles. Mark and Jackson waltzed across the room. Yugyeom and Bambam did the bunny challenge . Youngjae and Jinyoung took shots . Jaebum balanced a beer bottle on the top of his head.

Jaebum who was most likely in his senses, started to push everyone into their rooms while trying to keep his composure, Mark had put up quite a fit about not leaving his best friend alone then he pushed Yugyeom and Bambam into one room and proceeded to find Youngjae on the living room couch looking quite cosy so he let him be . The Jaebum came to check on Jinyoung just to find him passed out on the floor. He picked him up, he was surprisingly light. He placed him on the bed , effectively waking the latter up , he looked into his eyes and before Jaebum could get sense of what whywas happening, Jinyoung pulled him close and kissed him square on his lips what. Jaebum was taken aback by the move his hurt urged him to kiss back but his head made him pull away. He looked at the younger in confusion, the younger only returned the expression. " What was that Jinyoungie ?"

"Ah you know very well what that was ."
At this Jaebum's heart skipped a beat , was it what he really thought it was , he looked at him and asked, " Really? Is it so? Look me in the eye and say it." Drunk and letting his emotions out he said , giving his heart freedom for that split second. Goddammit did he really have to have said that.
But Jinyoung who was somewhat in and out of consciousness looked him directly in the eye and said , " Im Jaebum, how dumb are you these two months haven't you already noticed? Can't you see I like you , more than a friend? How ignorant are you? What part of it do you not get ?" He said taking a pause and now with a straight face said , " I like you In Jaebum , I goddamn like ."

I like you too he thought no you don't his conscience a mess again he looked at the omega on the bed whatwho looked at him with a demanding expression. He gulped , his heart ached , his mind urged, he knew everything was going down hill now and yet he continued regardless of the consequences that will follow . " I don't."
" Wha-"
" I don't have any feelings for you, and this is how you confess, drunk , pathetic, too scared to express your own feelings , this just shows me you are not serious, if you were you would have come up to me sober and in your right mind."
" Wha-" tears forming in his eyes, he looked at the alpha, who had a deadpan face.
" Jinyoung, last act like this never happened, tomorrow morning, this never happened."
Jaebum added before it went to far , he knew what he had said was terrible and hurtful. He regretted it , every word but know it was no use by forgetting thief's , he only meant his words , he wanted to remember the touch of the others lips forever. He wanted to remember everything ,but that he was the reason that tears were strea why down Jinyoung's face. He mustered all his strength and turned around and walked to the couch closed his eyes and pretended to sleep.