SIRENIC

Denial.......

A/N A little poem I wrote about brown eyes.
Anyway Breath is a bop , I love it I can't express my feeling for it, the whistle is stuck in my head for good.
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Jinyoung's eyes fluttered open , he slowly took in his surroundings, that's when his sight landed on Jaebum who had fallen asleep on the couch near his bed. The alpha had a slight frown on his face, Jinyoung could only wonder why. He struggled up and that's when he felt the exhaustion to his bones. He relaxed back eyes not leaving Jaebum. Oh , how peaceful he looked in his sleep. He didn't know how long he shifted around in his bed , when Jaebum woke up . "Hey , you are up."
" yeah , how did I ever get here ?"
" I got you here."
" thanks grandpa."
" hmm, are you okay?" He said now walking to the younger.
"Much better, I don't feel like ripping of my clothes and others head."
" Not much different from your day to day mood."
" Touché. "
At this Jaebum got up from where he was sitting next to Jinyoung saying, " I will get something to eat."
" Yeah , I am starving."
" Just a minute your majesty."
" Hmm , enough with talking."
Jaebum came back with a sandwich, well if that's what you could call it, it half burnt and well Jinyoung didn't mind he was hungry so he just looked at it weird , just to get a reaction from the elder who just took a defensive stance and shrugged. He simply took the sandwich and ate it in silence. His mind wandered to what happened before he was still in heat he could feel it but never in his lifetime of 23 years had he fainted for whatsoever reason. At the very moment he was turning to Jaebum to ask what the doctor said, when Mark came into the room , saying , " Jaebum is he ......." he trailed of seeing Jinyoung sitting on the bed and then started again in a much more annoying and worried voice , " I goddamn told you get him back, you need a mate to help you through this , and the only one I think who you ever saw in that light would be Namjoon , it wouldn't hurt to talk it out and on top of that he apologised. So either you talk to him about it and sort the situation out for better or worse."

Jinyoung did talk to Namjoon , on the contrary he met him more often than they knew, they sorted it out , the both of them had moved on . Jinyoung couldn't be happier cause there was on guilt holding him back , that he left someone betrayed and broken but he could go back and ask him for help because Namjoon was very good person and had forgiven him. He could ask for help as in physical strength and not sexually. Even though it wasn't like Jinyoung didn't get horny he did quite bad at times but he knew how to control himself during it . How was he supposed to say it he would just ignore his sexual urges and and keep his scent from the other alphas and even lock himself up in his room so he didn't end up doing something he would regret. This time it was different he felt weak instead on extremely turned on. He was exhausted to his bone after doing nothing. That's when he snapped out of his train of thoughts and looked up at the two people looking at him, Mark just sighed and said , " Whatever you think is right , just don't let it tax your health Nyougie." Jinyoung's eyes met Jaebum's as Mark walked out the room , knowing if he stayed he would hurt his friend's feelings. Mark could be too harsh at times. But all Jinyoung could think about was the unreadable expression on Jaebum's eyes he almost looked confused and lost. "So," Jaebum said breaking the silence , " Who's this Namjoon guy?" Oh..... " An ex of mine. Well more like and a past lover than just an ex." Jinyoung said with a smile ,oblivious of the hurricane that generated in Jaebum's mind .

How could anyone make Jinyoung smile by just a memory . Jaebum thought helplessly as he looked at the younger who just kept the small smile on his face. How did he care. Jaebum hummed and changed the topic, " Well , you want to go out to get some fresh air?" Jinyoung nodded as he reached towards the hand that the elder had extended to him, he smiled as he got up trying his best to ignore the tingling feelings that ran all over his body as he touched the alphas hand.