SIRENIC

Wtf?! Feelings? What are those?

It had been a week since the , 'confession' the first two days the tension was evident, but it slowly subsided it almost went back to normal. It could not have been the exact same because something shifted between them. It wasn't suffocating to be in a room with the other but neither was it the same . Their conversations were a little rigid but other than that it was better than either had expected. It was surprisingly good at times. But lord knew Jinyoung was hurting, ever so silently but hurting. It hurt him that the guy in front of him might never see in the same light as he saw him, that the love that glistened in his eyes will never be reflected on him. Oh god did it hurt just imagining the other with someone else. Jinyoung was sitting on his dining table after dinner with Yugyeom and Youngjae the two had been put into bed. He was overthinking yet again he couldn't help but ask why him, and always a small voice in his mind would reply ' because you are the reason your parents are dead ' he always some how managed to push those thoughts away. He kept his eyes on the phone , his finger hovering over a number, was he asleep?, no it isn't that late. Will he pick up? Yeah, of course. He had been hesitating over calling the person for quite a while now. He finally failed it.

Ring,...
Ring....

"Hello?"
"Hello, Namjoon."
.........

Jaebum lay awake in bed, tossing around, his past week had been better than he was expecting it to be. Jinyoung was still talking to him, even though Mark was quite upset about the whole thing, Jaebum couldn't blame him , if someone hurt Bambam or Jackson like that would definitely be angry. Yet,He was still very unsure about the happiness that Jinyoung tried to show, somehow Jaebum just knew that the other was hurting. He blamed himself, every minute he spend alone he hated himself yet he couldn't come to terms with his feelings towards him. As soon as his heart pointed that he won't have felt this bad and guilty if he didn't have feelings, while his mind just disagreed stating he would have felt this way anyway cause he was human. But would it have been this strong. He shook his head. What can he do now? He just sighed and closed his eyes and tried to fall asleep .

Mark was cuddled into Jackson in their house , he could not sleep his mind wasn't at rest. Jackson was determined in comforting him. He shifted yet again, the nth time in 15 minutes, that when Jackson knew something was really bothering the elder he had wrapped in his arms. "Hey, love?" Mark hummed in response. " Love, stop stressing they both are fine aren't they?" " Jacks you know what I mean, Jinyoung is to sweets and sensitive, he may come of as a confident, snobbish person, but he is soft deep inside."
" Jaebum will soon come to his senses. You should sleep and get rest darling."
Mark could not hide his blush anymore, no matter how many times Jackson called him those nicknames , the way he said it was so endearing, blushing he hid his face in the other's chest. Jackson just laugh at the cute move, Mark could feel the vibration of his laugh laying so close to him. Jackson pulled him closer and cooed him to sleep , honestly Mark didn't know how he managed to get Jackson to love him so dearly the younger was the most amazing person he had ever met.
Jackson looked the sleeping man in his arms , he couldn't help but smile at the sight, the other had been stressing for about over a week, it had stressed him as well. Mark was a selfless person and anyone who had met him would say that. He worried about the smallest of things. The other shifted closer, this made Jackson giddy inside , he almost giggled. Stopping himself , not to wake the elder, he smiled and placed a ghost of a kiss on his forehead.
Jackson wasn't worried about Jinyoung and Jaebum because he had observed the two and they were fine , and Jaebum was just to stubborn with a reason not exactly good enough but a reason nonetheless, to admit he had feelings for the other. All they needed was a little time to understand each other, honestly if Jaebum had said yes , the relationship and Jaebum's well concealed side would have taken Jinyoung by storm.

Jinyoung had just gotten of the phone with Namjoon , he had talked to the guy about the problem and explained the whole mess he had managed to create and well you can say he asked for help, truth be told, it was good talking to a person like Namjoon because he was very understanding. He picked up a little confused, but when Jinyoung said he needed to talk , no questions asked he just agreed anyway. That is why Jinyoung always thanked the universe for sending him a friend like that. He had agreed to help, and had laughed at Jinyoung for being so clumsy lightening Jinyoung's mood. He stood up and left for bed content with his talk. It had been a week since he had slept like that.