𝓚𝓲𝓭𝓼 𝓲𝓷 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮| Vinnie hacker

Chapter seven

Megan's pov:
I couldn't process the feeling fast enough and I didn't understand why it felt so different, why was he doing this?
My eyebrows furrowed as I felt vinnies lips against mine and I couldn't stop it. I let him take my mouth to his with his hand holding my jaw as I kissed back and I didn't know what to do, my eyes were closed tight with my eyebrows still threaded between my forehead. His soft lips were pressed hard against my tingling ones and i should've pulled away but I couldn't as I hid my hands into his hair closing the space between us with every touch burning. What were we doing? I felt like I was being compelled or possessed and when it all hit me I pulled myself away.
My eyes were wide as I stared at him and I crawled away like I was running away from a spider or something, I couldn't be near him.
"I told you. I'm sorry" vinnie looked at my lips and I shook my head.
"Umm..I think I need some rest" I broke the eye contact and started pulling his hoodie off myself feeling hot.
"I didn't mean for-".
"I think you should go vinnie" I gulped and when I said this I saw his expression change from guilt to hurt.
He must've thought I would've changed my mind because he waited for a while before he started to grab his jacket and shoes stopping once again by the door.
I didn't look at him and heard a Huff as he slammed my door making me jump.
I waited to hear the front door close and then I placed my hands to my face trying to think of a solution to what just happened. I mean he said sorry and we kissed at that party, we can get past it. We will be fine tomorrow. It's not like he meant it, it was just a stupid mistake. I know it was.
I led down looking up at the ceiling and as I felt tears roll down my cheek I grabbed his hoodie chucking it at my wall with so much force I thought I could've tore it somehow.
I took a deep breath calming myself down and then I couldn't settle until I stood up to grab his hoodie again.
That kiss hit me hard and now I'm sat here not being able to sleep stuff was hitting harder.
I placed vinnies hoodie in my arms hugging it and breathing in the scent of him making me drift off from the comfort of his smell...

A few days later
Vinnies pov:
I tried to call another time and like all the other times I dialled Megan's number it went straight to voicemail leaving me even more agitated than the first time I tried to contact her.
Why won't she talk to me?
I poured myself a glass of water and then swallowed it back before heading out to find my way to school where I'm hoping I will bump into Megan.
I rushed out of my class and to the lunch hall where I looked around the whole room looking for her knowing she would surely be in today after being off for 4 days.
"You still coming to dinner tonight" daisy appeared infront of me and I shook my head trying to forget about Megan for a second.
"Uh.. yeh" I placed a kiss to her cheek then before I could pull away she shoved her mouth to mine.
I kissed her back not feeling the same I did since Megan but I still kissed her and touched her face trying to get rid of this stupid loneliness I felt.
I suddenly felt the need to open my eyes and I catch Megan from the corner of my eye, shit.
I pulled away from daisy and left her there as I rushed over to my bestfriend who seemed distant when I tried to apologise for everything.
"I don't want to talk about it ok" she didn't look me in the eye once and I was begging her in my mind to let me see those blue eyes of hers, please look at me.
"I don't wanna be thinking about all of this" I nodded at her words completely agreeing. I wanted to forget it too and we could pretend it never happened.
"Exactly, same here" i smiled and I waited for her to return it with her cute smile too but she didn't.
She was about to walk away so I grabbed her hand.
"We are still friends though right? Like this never happened" I felt my heart drumming in my chest and I felt a lump in my throat waiting for her to reply.
"Im sorry" Megan pulled away and then didn't Bother to even glance back once as she walked away leaving me watching her leave with her blonde hair being the only thing in sight.
What have I done...