𝓚𝓲𝓭𝓼 𝓲𝓷 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮| Vinnie hacker

Chapter twenty four

Megan's pov:
I woke up to feel my body covered in sweat and vinnie rushing to my side as I screamed in my nightmares remembering the things I had done to me, remembering the moment It thought would never end.
"Your ok" he pulled me into his arms and I felt my skin stick to his from how much sweat had covered me, this was the tenth time I've woke him up the last two nights.
When I managed to stop shaking I nodded to vinnie letting him know I was ok and then before he could leave me I grabbed his hand pulling him back onto my back.
"You don't have to sleep on the floor" I watched a confused expression appear on his face and then after a few seconds he began to smile nodding his head.
I pulled up the duvet so he could wiggle underneath and then when I led back down I took a deep breath finally feeling comfortable with him in bed with me, I hadn't been right since that night.
When I turned over I felt his hand around me and I flinched causing him to move it away but I grabbed it back, i need this, I need to feel his touch.
"Megan.." I heard him whisper and I hated that i couldn't be the same with him anymore...but I wanted to be.
"It's fine" I caught my breath and then his hand slowly moved down the front of my body resting over my pj shorts, it felt weird but once I got used to it I relaxed in his arms.
I slowly began to drift off and then for once my dreams were different, they were about vinnie.

The next day came and my mum made me breakfast in the morning which I hardly touched but I still managed to eat a piece of toast, then vinnie took me out to this place in a forest.
The drive to this unfamiliar wooded area took a while but once we arrived I didn't care how long the trip was because it was beautiful and I just wished we didn't have to ruin it by doing the one thing I thought about every second of the day.
"As long as no one else comes we will be fine" vinnie explained his plan and I just nodded while looking around at the grass imagining their graves under my feet, was I really going to do this?
I caught myself zoning out and when vinnie noticed he grabbed my hand squeezing it tight then made me follow him. I gasped slightly as I admired the glistening lake that was hidden from outside of this forest and I couldn't believe this was here, it was in the middle of nowhere but seemed to be like a paradise...not for long.
I gulped before I went to sit down with vinnie on the edge of the ledge hanging my feet off the same way he did and when he stayed silent I decided to pull my sweater off along with my shirt.
"What are you doing?" He seemed puzzled moving away from me a bit and I smiled before standing up to pull down my pants causing him to look the other way, he's so cute.
"I want to swim" was all I said before I jumped into the cold water closing my eyes and feeling amazing as I swam back up to the surface.
I wiped my face moving my hair and then I began to giggle seeing vinnie stood up in shock like he was worried but I was fine. Sure I was now a different person and 'fine' usually didn't mean ok but there was no other word I could use for how I was feeling.
"Come in" I smiled and then after a few rounds of hesitating he finally began to rip his clothes off.
I looked at his body trying not to grin and then watched as he jumped in causing a huge splash.
I laughed as he came up and began to splash him smiling uncontrollably for the first time in a while, it was real.
"Your something else megan" vinnie chuckled pulling his hair back from his face and then began to swim over to me but stopped a few feet away.
I nodded allowing him to come closer and then when he got to me I felt his hands slither to my waist as he raised an eyebrow at me.
I smiled trying not to react knowing his touch affected me more than him
Probably and I didn't even know why I was being like this, wasn't I avoiding him anyway?
I began to have flashbacks of him with daisy in my mind and i hoped they would make me get out of the lake to walk away but I couldn't pull myself away, not now.
"I'm sorry for what happened before, I really am" it's like he read my mind, surely he couldn't?
"I-I don't care about any of it anymore" I stuttered not wanting to look at him but when he lifted my chin forcing me to i suddenly felt safe, I felt like I was where I was meant to be... with Vinnie.
My heart began to beat at a faster pace and I forgot about everything that happened to me, I forgot about how I felt for those moments I was in the lake with my bestfriend.
Drops of rain began to pour into the water and when I looked up I giggled letting the salty liquid fall on my tongue as vinnie started to climb out.
"Its cold" he laughed holding out his hand for me to grab and he pulled me up out of the water with me still giggling like a little girl, it felt so good.
Vinnie passed me my clothes and then just when I was about to put them on I chucked them back to the ground starting to twirl in the rain letting my body feel every drop of water slide down it.
"Megan" I looked over to him and smiled stood there in my underwear as he walked towards me.
"It's going to storm"he chuckled as I grabbed his hands in mine dancing about splashing the water with my bare feet. I didn't want to leave yet, I wanted to stay here with him.. forever if I could. If it meant I could feel like this.
Vinnie spun me around and then when our bodies collided my eyes glued to his searching his face.
I placed my lips to his feeling my eyes clench tight from the sudden electricity I was feeling and it was like all the other times we kissed except this time I wasn't scared, I wasn't afraid.
He kissed me back moulding our lips together perfectly like they were made to fit eachother and I held my hand to his cheek getting the most out of what I was feeling.
Vinnies hand moved along my jaw as his other glided across my wet stomach and over my dripping hair that was so knotted from the rain but I didn't even pay attention to none of that as his tongue slid into my mouth.
My breath was so heavy as he pulled away to attach his lips to my neck sucking lightly and grabbing my legs to carry me under the shelter of a tree.
I lent against the wood admiring his touch as his hands moved over my hips slowly then up to my breasts where I flinched slightly but let him carry on not wanting him to stop.
I buried my hands into his hair pulling his lips back up to mine and kissing him more roughly not letting him go as he groaned against my mouth causing my stomach to flutter, god, he's so beautiful.
I confidently began to trace kisses down his jaw and then slithered my hands up under his wet shirt touching his damp skin wanting to feel his body against mine.
Vinnie pulled the clothing over his head after I tugged at it and then looked down at me confused, why was he stopping?
"I can't do this" he placed his hand over mine with a sigh.
"Why? I want to" I sat up slightly to be at level with his face and I knew why he wouldn't do this, he just wanted to protect me.
"I want to ok...Vinnie I want you" I placed my hand to his cheek holding his soft face in my Palm causing his eyes to look at mine and I could tell he was surprised at my words but it was true, I did want him.
"Megan-" I cut him off by placing a light peck to his lips and when he knew I was sure he went in for another kiss gently stroking my hair behind my ear.
I smiled against his lips and then slid underneath his body so he was hovering above me looking down.
I giggled slightly before attaching our mouths again and I soon began to feel hot as his fingers hooked my underwear pulling them off down my ankles. Shit, we are really doing this.
I gulped breathing heavily as Vinnies face closed into mine searching my eyes waiting for my nod and when I did I felt the uncomfort but this time it wasn't pain, it was pleasure.
"Are you ok?".
"Mhm" was all I could let out as he moved inside me slowly gently holding my hips and watching my face as he did so.
"I-".
"What's wrong?" He looked worried and placed a hand to my cheek but it wasn't that.
"I love you.. I love you Vinnie" i breathed out feeling my eyebrows furrow and the look in his eyes was something I'd never seen before, something so amazing that made me fall in love even more.
He placed his lips to mine and ran his fingers through my hair passionately kissing me letting me finally experience the one thing I thought I would never do again but Vinnie was showing me that it wasn't like that other pain I felt, it was love.