𝓚𝓲𝓭𝓼 𝓲𝓷 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮| Vinnie hacker

Chapter twenty seven

Megan's pov:
I stood at the coffee shop grabbing a few drinks for me and vinnie knowing we would need the energy, we also were going to try not sleep tonight until we knew we had gotten everything right.
I couldn't believe we were actually doing this but I also hadn't had one doubt about it at all since it was my only escape and the only way I could heal this huge wound I had.
I thanked the woman who passed me my hot drinks and then as I turned around I saw the guy who Hadn't even passed my mind once on my way here, I should've prepared myself for this.
"I'll get that" Luke handed the worker some money and then smiled at her before turning back to me with his blue eyes staring at me, i remember when I once loved those blue oceans.
"Thanks" I tried to find my way to the door hoping to leave straight away but he he followed me out into the cold weather and stopped me.
"I won't keep you long, I promise" Luke gave me a half smile but I knew it wasn't real, he seemed so different now.
I stood still letting him have a few minutes because I knew this would be the last time I would ever see him again and that didn't bother me at all.
"I-I'm sorry for everything" he sighed wiping his clearly clammy hands to the sides of his coat.
I nodded.
Luke stared at me again so I decided to leave but he held his hand to my car door when I tried to open it and make my way home to vinnie.
Why wouldn't he just leave it? I was already stressed out as it was and I really needed to get home.
I sighed and looked at him.
"I just wanted to say...I did love you and I'm glad your finally loving someone too" Luke's eyes became glossy and I saw a little smile finally appear on his lips.
I returned his gesture and nodded.
"Thankyou" I climbed into my car and watched him walk away.
Even though I didn't want to see him I'm glad he said that and I'm glad I let him speak, it seemed like he needed to say that to me.

When I got home I quickly ran in straight up to my room placing the coffees onto my bed side table and grabbing my phone to see the time, 6:20pm.
I sighed before getting up to search for vinnie, he said he was here.
I headed down the stairs and as I did so I saw him walk through the door holding a few bags.
"I just had to grab a few things" he smiled and then kissed me as I got to him.
I relaxed into his arms then let him go off to sort all of the stuff out as I decided to go make us some food and hopefully see my mum before I have to go.
I headed into the kitchen and felt a cold breeze hit me causing me to shiver. I held my arms up rubbing my hands feeling freezing only in my top and jeans, why was the back door open anyways? I quickly grabbed the key that seemed to be on the kitchen counter but as I did so I knocked over a tube of pills and as soon as they hit the ground I ran out into the garden.

My heart shattered into pieces as I collapsed to the ground infront of my mother's body that was drenched from the rain and I screamed at the top of my lungs crying so much I began to vomit a few feet away from her clenching my nails into the mud.
"No. No, please wake up" I wiped my mouth and then held her head up for it to only flop back causing me to break even more, she was gone.
"Megan?" I heard Vinnies voice in the background but i ignored it and felt the world around me blur as I looked down to my mothers cut open wrists.
"Fuck, oh my god" he held his hands to his mouth and then I heard his movements as he gagged puking over the grass too like I had.
"Is she..." he leaned down by my side looking at her lifeless body that was cut up by her own self and knowing that she did this made my insides hurt so much.
I nodded and then sobbed into her neck hugging her hoping that she'd hug me back but that moment never came as I led there drenched in her blood along with the rain that was still pouring.
After a while vinnie suddenly pulled at my arm and stood up wiping away his tears.
"Come on" he tried to pull me up but I refused hitting his hand away from me.
"No, I can't" my voice cracked and the thought of letting her go was breaking me more ,whether that was even possible at this point.
"You have to" vinnie leaned down hooking his arms under mine forcing me to let go and all I did was scream with more tears drenching my face as I was pulled away from my mother.
When we got into the house I stopped trying to get out of Vinnies grasp and just let him drag me up to the bathroom where he undressed me before placing me into the bath tub.
I stayed sat frozen with my knees to my chest as he scrubbed all the blood of the woman who brought me into this world away making sure my body was clean and there were no more of her on me.
Vinnie held a towel as I stood out looking back to the tub that was filled with pink water and I found myself throwing up again seeing the musty bath.
"It's ok baby" he tied my hair back and sat in the bathroom with me for hours until eventually I finally got back the energy to get back up and try build myself back together.
Vinnie got me dressed into a hoodie and a pair of sweat pants before heading out into the garden leaving me stood by the back door because I couldn't see her in that state right now, not covered in her own blood.
I clenched the side of the door frame as I saw him carrying her body over to the shed and when he placed her in there I saw more acid come up out of his body. I wish He didn't have to do that, I wish none of this happened in the first place.
When vinnie walked back over he pulled off the garden gloves he had worn and wrapped me into his arms squeezing me tight against his chest.
"I'm ready" I blurted out looking up at him.
"What?".
"I'm ready to start our life vinnie, I'm ready to get rid of them and make things better" I nodded reassuring even myself that this wasn't going to stop me from living a happy life, even if it did hurt me and left a huge hole in my heart. I was going to do what my mother would've wanted, I was going to live...