𝓚𝓲𝓭𝓼 𝓲𝓷 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮| Vinnie hacker

Chapter twenty five

Megan's pov:
I saw the light peaking through my curtains as my eyes flickered open and for once in While I felt good, even better when I saw vinnie asleep in my arms.
I looked down at him and smiled to myself wondering why I took so long to love him when he's been there all along? We should've been together a long time ago...
"Why are you staring" his mumbles frighten me slightly and I giggle before running my hand through his hair placing a kiss to his forehead.
"You look so peaceful when you sleep" I replied leaning my cheek against his.
Vinnie didn't say anything and just looked up at me with tired eyes before placing a kiss to my lips pulling a strand of my hair behind my ear. He liked doing that.
Just when I thought he was gonna climb out of bed he lifted himself over me leaving his chain dangling in my face and smirking while placing a hand to my waist.
"We should go to the lake again today" I giggled squirming underneath his body.
Vinnie tilted his head and then nodded before going in for a kiss seeming really desperate for my touch so I ran my hands down his abs. When I reached the top of his boxers he groaned slightly and suddenly grabbed both my wrists in one hand above my head.
"You don't understand how long I've wanted this" he spoke with a slight glimmer in his brown eyes and that's when he began to move his tongue down my body causing me to shiver from his burning touch.
I do understand. I wanted to say but I couldn't make out any words at all as vinnie touched me in places I only ever wished to be touched by him anyway and that's when I felt sick to my stomach.
"Stop, please" I pushed his head away and pulled my knees up to my chest squeezing my thighs together tight remembering how my first time wasn't with vinnie, How my first time was completely out of my control.
This was my life to decide choices but that one wasn't and that hurt so bad.
"I'm sorry" vinnie looked worried and hurried up trying to pull my arms away from my face but I didn't want him to see me right now, I felt so embarrassed.
"Megan, it's fine" he managed to get to my face and then when he saw my
Tears he pulled my head into his chest.
"It won't be like this forever".
"It feels like it" I sniffled against his bare skin not wanting to ever let go.
"I promise you baby, the only forever that is going to happen is us" I felt my heart melt at his words and the fact he really does believe we could last, how he genuinely only sees himself with me. Forever.
I looked up at him feeling his thumb swipe away my tears and realising how much he really meant to me Made me giggle with a smile.
"What?" He smiled back stroking my cheek.
I placed a kiss to his lips and then wrapped my arms around his neck.
"I just love you".

I walked over to Abbies bed and sat down feeling her arms around me.
She squeezed me tight like she had been doing for the last ten minutes after I explained what had happened to me and then when she finally pulled away I saw a tear roll down her cheek.
"Don't cry. I'm ok now" I let out a small smile and then kicked off my shoes before pulling my legs up to her bed getting comfy.
"As long as you are. You know how much I care and love you" Abbie took a deep breath and then smiled.
"Yeah I know" I placed a hand to hers and then before we could carry on any conversation I noticed something in her room, wait.
"What?" Abbies eyes followed mine and then she quickly held a hand to her mouth as I stood up walking towards it.
"I brought that vanilla one you like" payton walked in holding three drinks and then when he noticed the silence in the room he paused looking between the both of us.
I held the jacket up and then when I saw the back of it I chucked it to the floor stamping on it until I let all my anger out. What the fuck.
"Megan...Let me-"
"Why is this here?" I questioned gesturing to my fathers jacket that was now crumpled up in a ball.
Abbie stared at me for a moment like she was thinking and I just glared trying to be patient with her, surely there's a good reason? Actually, there isn't one.
"Your dad was seeing my mum.."she began and hearing those words made my blood boil, I couldn't even say I was surprised because he was like that. Old Roger getting with anyone woman he could and Abbies mother was absolutely loaded so thats probably why he went for her.
I hated him.
"I-" she stopped.
"What" I snapped feeling a bit bad for being harsh but also not caring because she didn't even tell me, how long was this going on for?
Abbie looked to payton and then back to me.
"I'm not talking about this with him here" she bowed her head to look down at her hands and I felt like I was missing something.
"Um.. could you give us a few minutes?" I gave payton a puzzled expression and then he shrugged confused himself but still left us closing the door behind him.
I placed myself back onto the bed and waited for what she had to say.
"He's your dad...I know you won't want to hear this" Abbie fiddled with her socks and then when she finally looked up at me I saw her eyes glossy with one tear already down her cheek.
"I don't care, I want to know" I demanded.
When I caught the hurt expression on her face I placed my hand over hers on the blanket and took a gulp not knowing anything about what she was about to tell me, it could be anything.

I ran to the bathroom and chucked my head into the toilet bowl feeling acid come up from the hideous things Abbie said, the things he did.
She came in and sat down beside me rubbing my back while holding a tissue that she used to wipe away her tears that just wouldn't stop falling, she sobbed the whole conversation.
I leaned my head against my elbow over the toilet finally not vomiting anymore and just staring at my friend who was now a victim of something I had once went through not even that long ago being more than a few times.
How could there be so many monsters in a world that is believed to be beautiful?
"I'm so sorry" i started to sob and shake before pulling Abbie into my arms like I could protect but in reality the damage had already been done, I couldn't save her. Like me this poor girl had to live her life knowing she was forced to lose control of her own body and the worst part of it all was that I was blood related to one of those hideous creatures who I couldn't even see as humans anymore.

When I headed home I made sure before I left to tell payton he had to stay with her for a while and that he had to call me if needed, I wanted her to know she wasn't alone.
I walked through the door and heard silence throughout the house that was absolutely freezing also.
"Mum!" I called out as I hung my coat up before heading into the kitchen where I found no one at all and only a cold mug of coffee, that's weird?
I pulled out my phone and rang vinnie asking him to come over then when the call ended I noticed my mother's medication pot out on the counter. I twisted the packets in my fingers and counted each one seeing how she hadn't been taking her anti depression pills. no wonder she has to take them, being married to a man like my father for 12 years.
The door knocked and I jumped slightly before heading over to Vinnies open arms snuggling myself into his warm chest, he was the best hugger.
"So we watching movies?" He looked down at me and I smiled with a nod.
"Obviously".