𝓚𝓲𝓭𝓼 𝓲𝓷 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮| Vinnie hacker

Chapter eight

Megan's pov:
As I led there in my bed at 2am I couldn't stop thinking about vinnie or what had happened and I tried my best to sleep but We'd never been apart like this before, I couldn't stand it.
I hesitated for a minute then climbed out of bed heading downstairs to grab a glass of water and I stared out the window for a while trying to understand this situation. Why did he kiss me? I knew he didn't mean it but why would he do it in the first place.
"Megan?" I turned around to see my mother led on the couch rubbing her eyes and looking over at me with a worried expression on her face.
"I was just getting a drink" I faked a smile and then when I tried to avoid eye contact she held her arms out to me.
"Come here" she pulled me into her and stroked my hair making me feel better, mums are so precious. I couldn't imagine not having her.
"Do you want to talk about what's happened between you and vinnie?" She held my hands as I fiddled with my T-shirt looking down to my feet and I hadn't told her about it yet but she knew something was going on, it was obvious.
"He kissed me" I gulped reliving the moment in my mind again for the 1000th time since it happened and I wanted to forget about it so bad but stuff like that doesn't just happen out of nowhere.
My mum smiled and I thought she would've comforted me again but she seemed excited, what was she happy about?
"What?".
"Nothing, I just don't think you should let one kiss ruin everything darling" she pulled a strand of my hair behind my ear and smiled once again. "Have you asked vinnie why he did it?" I shook my head knowing that I was scared to ask him because of what he would say and I don't know how I'd react if he told me he liked me like that. I doubt he did but still.
"I'm going to try sleep again, I love you" I kissed my mothers cheek and then headed back to my bed where I sat for a while once again.
I struggled with overthinking as it was and now I was being kept up all night because of this.
Who knew my bestfriend would be the one on my mind at night?

Vinnies pov:
I sighed slumping into a chair in the lunch hall holding a cup of coffee in my hands after a long night of planning out what to say to Megan, I wanted to tell her how much she meant to me and that I didn't mean to ruin our friendship. I didn't even know why I kissed her to be honest.
"You look fucking dead bro" Noah laughed with a little concern in his eyes as he patted me on the back and chucked his bag to the table.
"I was up studying" I rubbed my cheek and then leaned on my elbow watching as daisy headed over too.
I rolled my eyes slightly not having enough energy for her today and then smiled as she placed herself into my lap.
"Hey baby" she kissed my cheek leaving a burn to my face from her lipgloss. What was that? Peppermint?
"I heard about your birthday party" I squeezed her thighs slightly and then grinned as she bit her lip.
"Yep. Next Saturday if your up to partying with me" daisy raised an eyebrow and then wiggled herself against me knowing what she was doing, now my mood was lifting a bit.
"I could fit it into my schedule" I smiled and then kissed her lips tasting the minty paste plastered to her mouth.
"Get a room" Ronnie chucked a paper plane my way and I laughed screwing it up in my fist seeing him sitting with another girl. She must be his new fuck buddy, last I remember Amanda was sat with him and following him about.
"Look at the state of her" daisy scoffed with a giggle and my eyes followed hers to see Megan walking over to the vending machine holding a few books in her hands.
The blonde from my lap moved and climbed up heading over to her before I could stop her then tripped Megan up causing notes to fly around the floor. My legs sprung up quickly going over to her as I saw her squinting in pain holding her side and I completely forgot about her surgery, daisy didn't know about it.
"Are you ok?" I grabbed her arm trying to help but she pulled away looking up at me puzzled and I gathered up some of her books then seeing her uniform covered in water.
"Let me help" we both struggled as I tried to pat the liquid away and when we stood back up I heard daisy laughing with students staring.
My eyes darted to Megan and then I saw her top untucked from her skirt becoming see through showing her wound, oh no.
I watched her for a moment waiting for a reaction and then when her eye caught mine she ran off tears rolling down her face.
"What a weirdo" daisy tried to kiss me but I didn't let her and then I chased after the girl who was soaked with her arms full.
"Megan" I called out catching up to her and when she didn't stop I yelled my tone becoming more harsh than I'd expected it to be.
"Megan!" She stopped in her tracks standing completely still as I walked up and infront of her.
"What do you want" her words came out more of a sob as she sniffed her tears away and I felt bad seeing her upset like this, it was my fault. All of it was.
"I'll speak to daisy alright. I don't know why she did that".
"She does stuff like that all the time vinnie" Megan spoke quickly and then when I didn't reply she rolled her eyes about to walk away again but I wasn't gonna let her run From me this time.
"I can't believe your really chucking our friendship out of the window like this, you haven't even attempted to forgive me" I held onto her wrist trying to get something out of her but the only thing I got was a wave of guilt seeing the hurt in her blue eyes.
This was being all being taken out of proportion and I don't know why it even took such a dramatic turn anyway, we kissed at the party so what was different this time?
"You don't understand. You've made things so complicated" I flung my arms into the air not knowing how to make this better.
"I kissed you. I apologised. What else do you want me to do?"..

Megan's pov:
My chest felt tight and I could feel my head banging already from argueing with him, I hated it.
"Yes vinnie, you fucking kissed me!" I yelled into his face feeling myself beginning to lose it and I knew I was being dramatic but there's a lot of things he didn't know that I did.
"I didn't mean anything by it and it's not a big deal" he shook his head and I felt myself swallow hard at the hear of him saying he didn't mean anything, it wasn't a big deal apparently.
"Fuck you" I mumbled.
"What?"
"Fuck you!" I pushed his chest multiple times with more tears falling and then he stopped me pulling me into a hug.
He grabbed my hand and then we both left the school grounds finding a park near by where we sat on a bench a few feet apart.
What should I say?
"Why are you so angry?" I twisted my head to look the opposite way from him not letting myself look into his brown eyes, I couldn't do it.
"Because you kissed me".
"Yeh and I told you I'm sorry" vinnie scooted closer to me and I could feeling him staring, his eyes were burning into the side of my head.
"Your my bestfriend and I-" I cut him off feeling like I should let him know why I was angry, why I made such a big deal out of this.
His mouth pulled straight away from mine as I kissed him and his eyes were wide in shock.
"Please say something" I whispered feeling stupid already for my actions. He could of just walked away or told me that we were both confused and that we could go back to normal but I think he knew it wasn't ever gonna happen...

I opened my bedroom door not worrying about closing it because no one was home and I chucked my bag to the floor pulling vinnie against me after he threw his jacket off.
"This is wrong" he said in between kisses.
"I know" I moved my hands across his cheek wanting to taste more of his mouth, I couldn't stop myself.
My heart was pounding between our bodies and I could hear it in ears, I could feel the tingles all over my skin when he brushed his fingers along my jaw. This was amazing.
Loads of things fell from my desk as he lifted me onto it slamming himself between my lips connecting our mouths again and eating my face begging for more, we were both so passionately wanting to be close even if it was impossible to be closer as we kissed. What were we doing??
"We need to stop" I breathed heavily and looked at him trying not to get the urge to kiss him again.
Vinnie threaded his eyebrows in between his forehead and his eyes were dark as he stared at me looking so confused , he looked like a lost puppy.
"What?" I tried to catch my breath feeling my chest raising up and down infront of him then a smile appeared on his face.
"Vinnie, I lied to you"I blurted out.
"What do you mean?".
"I promised I wouldn't catch feelings for you but I lied, I already had" I searched his face and held his cheek in my palm. Was I doing the right thing telling him this? What if I ruin this completely? Truth is I'd lied to everyone, to him, to myself..
I knew I had feelings for him the moment he smiled at me when I first met him and it's been at the back of my mind since up until he kissed me.
"I already told you I didn't mean anything by that kiss Megan, I told you I was sorry so why are you saying this?" He didn't believe me.
Reality kicked in along with regret and I jumped down off of the desk moving away from him.
What do I do now? I just told him I have feelings for him and he doesn't think I'm being serious.
"Come on, your my bestfriend and always have been" vinnie was right.
Even though he kissed me first I was now the one ruining this and I wanted him to admit his feelings for me too but he didn't.
"You know I love you, just not like that" he placed his hands to my waist and I pulled away.
"Yeah. We were just being stupid" I fake laughed and he tilted his head at me.
"What? Your my bestfriend. Offcourse I was joking" I smiled and hugged him knowing I was lying.
"We should probably stop kissing from now on" vinnie grinned and I giggled trying to hold back my tears.
"Yeah good idea, I think I'm gonna jump in the shower" I fled from the scene as fast as I could and when I turned on the water I led all the pain out.
He brought back the feelings I didn't even know I had anymore and I just hoped they would go away, they should shouldn't they?