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Twenty One

Namjoon

A few hours after Mia left there was a light tapping on the front door. I assumed Mia had just forgotten her keys, but I opened it to find Chae standing there shivering and crying.

"Hey are you okay? Mia's not here but do you wanna come in?" I had known Chae for years, so I didn't feel so weird about her being here without Mia.

"I'm fine, I'm just a little upset about the break up with Jungkook" she sighed as she sat on the edge of the couch. "I haven't seen Mia in a while, how is she?"

"She's just going through some stuff at the moment" I replied, careful not to give out too much information. If Mia wanted Chae to know she would have told her herself. "Can I get you anything?"

"No I'm okay thank you. I've miss you yknow. We used to hang out all the time, but you never seem to around since you got a girlfriend. Don't you think you're neglecting your friends a little too much?"

I was starting to get a little frustrated now. "No, as I said, Mia's got some pretty big issues she's dealing with right now so she's been my main priority."

"I guess but her issues aren't your issues to fix, right?" She crossed her left leg over her right and tilted her head to the side slightly in confusion as she questioned me.

"We're in a relationship. That makes us a team. So yeah they are." I snapped.

"Does it not get pretty hard sometimes though? I mean, you have yourself to look after too." I don't understand why any of this was important.

"Yeah, it is hard but I love her. So it doesn't matter"

"Okay!" She beamed, and suddenly she was back to sweet and innocent. "So whatcha wanna do?"

"Er.. well Mia's gonna be back soon so..." I fumbled for any excuse under the sun to get rid of her. She was making me pretty uncomfortable.

"Oh right, of course. Where is she?" She asked, ever so sweetly.

"She's at Jungkook's tonight. Movie and pizza night." I stood to show her to the door when she started giggling.

"Oh is she, really? Funny that. Yknow Namjoon, you really do deserve better than her." She got up from her seat and began walking towards me, backing me up against the wall.

"I-I'm pretty happy with her, thanks" I said through a forced laugh.

"Well why be pretty happy when you can be very happy?" Before I could stop her she was pressing her lips against mine.

And as if right on cue, the door swings open.

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After Mia kicked me out I didn't know where to go. I tried ringing her 3 times but she never picked up. I obviously didn't want to go with Chae after the stunt she just pulled. I was heartbroken. I'd never to anything to hurt Mia. I can't believe... Well I guess she should trust her own eyes over me. How could I have been so stupid? I should have made Chae leave the second I realised something was up. I leant against the cold brick wall at the bottom of the stairs and slid down until I was on the ground, and just cried into my knees. I can't believe it's really over. My perfect girl. The girl I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.. is gone. I've never wished for something to have just been a bad dream so hard. I don't know how I ever lived without her, I can't go back to not knowing her. I felt like my whole body had been ripped apart. Like there was this huge hole in my chest. I wanted to disappear.