e.x.o. the mafia - book II [DISCONTINUED FOR NOW]

• fifty four •

fifty four.

Being in the dinner table with Namjoon and his group once again hits so different. You felt like a huge liar knowing that you are meeting EXO under their knowledge.

It's not like it is your responsibility to tell them, but you know they still deserve to know because they simply worry about you.

The silence from them is so unusual. They are usually conversing random things or if everyone is too tired to speak, they would be glancing at each other and will snicker laughter next minute.

But surely not dead serious and quiet infront the table.

"So.." You broke the silence, fixating your gaze at the plate or it will be more awkward. "How was the mission guys?"

The guys slowed down on moving their utensils.

You raised your both brows uncomfortably, thinking you must have opened a sensitive topic.

This made you immediately think of another topic to talk about. It just feels so unfamiliar everytime someone fights right around you.

You don't know if something happened while you are away, or if they know something you are not aware, or if you are misunderstood while you're presence is not here.

Alright. But it somehow hits different it's not EXO randomly acting out in the dinner table. You used to fix this kind of shitty atmosphere of theirs.

"Uhmm.." You grinned while scratching your chin. "Do you guys want to be somewhere? I know amazing places here."

Thankfully, Hoseok answered. Or you'll be talking to the air and die out of curiousity.

"Don't act like we are not Koreans, Y/N." He teased.

You grinned along. "I was just asking. You guys have been flying in different countries from time to time."

"Hey," Taehyung who's beside you finally spoke, removing the brick of awkwardness in your throat. "When is your next appointment?"

"Appointment?" Jimin blinked his eye. Soon then, he realized what he was pointing out. "Oh.. yeah."

You looked down. "I don't want to go anymore."

"What?" Everyone looked at you worriedly, eyes filled with concern.

"But.." Your mother called out, frowning. "Your trauma would not get better. You are in your own process."

You smiled shortly and faced her, not choosing to run away everytime this topics get brought up. "I want to take a break from visiting the clinic. It just drains me. It is a big help, I know, but I think I don't want to go there yet."

"Why?" Jungkook pressed, eyes genuinely confused.

Firstly, you mean it that it drains you to visit the doctor, feeling overwhelmed. But one of the latest reason is because you are still freaking out about the code.

What if it follows you until the end?

"It's okay if she does not want to go anymore. We can go back when she's ready."  Taehyung mumbled, putting a fried egg on your plate which caused you to smile at each other.

Seokjin crossed his arms, just across you. "This makes my appetite lost."

"Anyway," Taehyung looked at Namjoon as a permission. You stopped midway on chewing your meal, knowing for sure that something is going on. "Let us tell her."

"Tell me what?" You stomped your feet, impatience at it's finest.

"While we were at our building, something happened." Seokjin started, his teasing disgusted face disappeared. "Someone broke locks and dropped annoying codes that took us fucking hours until we found it."