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After I was done crying I raised up from his arms and wiped my tears.
"You ready to talk now?" He asked and I sighed.
"I know I said I don't care about me and Ciara falling out but I do. And her and Ariah are the only two that I can relate to dealing with my momma passing. We can't even be in the same room together." I admitted.
"And it's crazy how everybody want to turn on me like I did something wrong and it's making me feel like I'm over exaggerating." I continued.
"You not over exaggerating at all. They just fucked up individual's. You the only person that spent more time with y'all momma and helped her. That's why they mad." He said.
"It's more than that though. Like I don't like how they all just looked at me like I was crazy when I said they was disrespectful for allowing Bianca In her hospital room and at the funeral." I said.
"After that dinner my momma told me and Nana that she looked at Bianca differently and she won't put up with her if she continued to disrespect me. And even my grandma said she didn't like Bianca so I don't see why she looked at me like I was lying." I said.
"They just keep disregarding everything they did and make it seem like it's my fault. And the fact that Ciara is constantly lying on me is beyond me cause I never did anything to them." I shook my head.
"It seem like once you started to stay to yourself and focus on you they didn't like that. They turned in outsiders just looking in your life. Ciara the main one, she didn't know what was going on with you and she hated that so she made up lies." He said.
"She selfish as hell, you had your own shit going on and she wanted you to do all types of shit making it seem like you wrong for staying to yourself instead of updating them on everything you do." He continued and I agreed.
"Our momma kept us all together. I don't want to keep arguing with her. As for Bianca I just know she got into Ciara head cause me and Ciara never got into it like this before. It's the fact that we grew up together and all it took was somebody we barely knew to make her switch up." I wiped my tears.
It's true though. I don't want to argue with Ciara I never did. I just wanted her to be sincere and see things from my point of view. That's somebody I was closest to the most and it hurts that would turn on me. It hurts that everybody is turning on me.
"I still want to talk to her." I mumbled.
"It ain't worth it for you to constantly hurt your feelings for a person that don't give a fuck. You see good in everybody and end up getting hurt in the long run. You can't continue to stress yourself out about a person." He said.
"Maybe if Bianca wasn't around her putting stuff in her ear then everything will be good." I said.
"I can't control what you do but I told you everything you needed to hear." He said.
"Did you ever get the dna results back?" I asked change the subject.
"Yea, but I ain't open yet." He mumbled walking over and picking up the results handing it to me.
"What you giving it to me for, you open it." I gave it back and he opened it.
"0%." He said showing me.
"Welp that's good then." I shrugged ____________________________________
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Mb this was short. I slick got writer's block but imma make it up the next chapters🙇🏽♀️
