lost lovers

Chapter One:

"Kim Y/N! If you plan on sleeping in my class then don't bother coming."
"Ms. Park, I suggest you continue teaching as that's what you get paid for. Maybe if you had a better attitude you would find a boyfriend."
Everyone in the class started laughing.
"Enough! Kim Y/N, OFFICE! NOW!"
"Don't even bother teaching if you'll just be a b-"
"Y/N, that's enough. I apologize for my sister's behavior. Today is the last day you have to deal with her bad attitude."
Everyone in the room began gasping and gossiping and I sat there with a confused expression, looking at my brother.
"Kim Taehyung, thank you. Please, come inside."
My brother walks into the room, walking up to me and taking my bag. He signaled me to head outside so I did so, not even saying goodbye. Not like I had friends anyways.
"Dad isn't gonna be happy to find out what I just witnessed."
"Do whatever you want. He isn't my real father anyways so what is he gonna do? Beat me like he beats you and Jin? Ha! Can't wait."
"Yah! Kim Y/N!"
"Don't. Call. Me. That. I am Ko Y/N."
"Great timing of mine. Tae's bothering you again sis?" Jin, my other step brother asked.
"Guessed right. I'd love it if he was more like you Jin, not many people like you are around." I smile.
"Please, you'll make me blush."
Tae scoffs, "I've done what I can to get along with you and you always make me look like the bad guy. Why do you hate me so much?"
"Oh I don't know, maybe because my secret boyfriend that so happened to be my best friend since we were babies became my brother."
"Y/N, this wasn't easy for me either okay? I wanted to tell them but-"
"Stop lying. You never loved me in the first place otherwise we would have let everyone know about our relationship including our parents. However what'd you do when our parents started dating? You broke up with me and moved on within 3 months. Don't come telling me bullshit now."
I hurry outside, to get in the car. It's the first time after 3 years I confessed how I really felt about the whole situation. Taehyung and I had grown up together and started dating in our second year of middle school and lasted until the summer before our second year of high school. A total of two years and in those two years, nobody but Jin knew about our relationship. Actually, Jin didn't know until a few months before our breakup. He gave excuses all the time about why he never wanted to expose our relationship and I was gullible enough to believe him every single time. I love him so much and gave everything up for him but in the end he just didn't want to hurt my feelings so he pretended to like me. All for what? It only changed me into a negative way, making me the person I am today.
"Y/N! Ditching already? I thought we agreed to meet up after class?" Kai, said.
"Mind just leaving now? I don't want to go home and-"
"Y/N! Wait!" Taehyung shouted when he saw Kai besides me.
Jin started running but wasn't quick enough.
"Hop on."
I quickly get on his motorcycle and wrap my arms around his waist, tightly. He rushes out of the school parking lot, leaving my brothers out of breath and worried.
Did I care? Of course not. This is what brought me happiness. I wanted this to become my smile.
"You should wear a helmet. I don't want you getting hurt."
"I don't want you to get hurt either Kai, so until you put on a helmet, I will not be putting one on."
"Aish... silly girl."
"Silly boy." I laugh.
This was the new me. A girl with a bad reputation. Mediocre grades, Ditching, Smoking, Parties, Fighting, Rebelling, all of the things a bad person would do, I do. This is the person I became after I realized Taehyung was just using me. It's who I now love to be. No rules, No limits, just freedom.
Kai scoffs, "hold on tightly, cutie. Seems like we have got us some company."
I look behind and see my brother's car approaching us, I just smirk.
"Lose them."
"Of course my princess."
Kai begins spreading and crossing in between cars. He reacts fast and takes a turn to the left, leaving my brother's stuck in traffic.
"Good job, bear. I would do better."
"Oh please, if it weren't for me you wouldn't even know how to drive a motorcycle."
I laugh, and rest my head on his back while he drives, admiring the scenery. If it was night time, this would be 10 times better. I love the thrill of being a rebel, I love how he makes me feel good about myself, I love being who I am now.