lost lovers

Chapter Fifthteen:

"What about Sana?"
He begins slowing down, as if we have arrived to our destination.
"I broke up with her."
"Why?"
Jungkook finally came to a stop. He and I got off of the bike and walked around the park, where him and I first started that friend test of mine.
"Because you mean much more to me. These past two months without you have been like hell. I got so used to following you around, begging you, seeing you, that whenever I caught you being close with Jimin I got jealous. My grades have dropped ever since, causing my father worries. You are my daily drug, Y/N.. if I don't have you for just one day, I become crazy. A psycho, madly in love with the daughter of my dad's enemy."
He tucks a strand of my hair behind my ear, making me blush.
"So what's your point exactly?"
He smiles, holding my hands in his, "I want to be with you until we grow old Y/N. Will you be my girlfriend and lover until the end of time?"
I look down at my feet and I look back at him.
"I love you Jeon Jungkook but...."
"But..?"
I let go of his hands.
"How can I be with the person I am in love with, when I am lost. I don't feel like myself anymore and there are some times where I feel like I've gone back to being the careless Y/N who does whatever she pleases when she pleases but the moment you stepped into my life.. I changed. I'm not sure if I'm going down the right path or the wrong path, I feel like I'm all alone in the ocean, with no exit. If I'm this lost, how can I be assured I'll find what I'm looking for while being with you?" My eyes got teary.
"Then let's be two lost lovers." He holds my hands again, this time, intertwining our fingers together.
"What?"
"I myself feel just as confused and alone like you. It all started a year ago, when I met a pretty girl who smoked in my face. Since then, my heart only belonged to her. She is my lover and I know I am hers so... let's be lost lovers Y/N. Nothing should matter as long as we're with one another."
"Are you sure you want to be with me?"
"I'm more than sure."
"Then let's be lost lovers, until the end of time." I smile.
His face lights up, showing his beautiful bunny smile. He has me wrapped around his finger and he doesn't even know that.
"I love you Kim Y/N. I will never let you go, not even if the world wants us apart."
"I love you more, Jungkook."
He leans closer to me, our lips inches apart. I got impatient, pressing my lips onto his. He held onto my waist while I wrapped my arms around his neck.

~ Taehyung's P.O.V ~
"How is she?" I ask Jin.
"She's doing well, nothing new. She's been staying home more often than I'd like but these past two weeks she's been going back to school daily."
"I see. She stopped hanging out with Jimin or something?"
"It seems like so. However, there's been rumors Jeon Jungkook broke up with Sana to date Y/N."
I clenched my hand around my phone, taking a deep breath in and out.
"And you allowed that? He's the son of-"
"I know very well who his father is, Taehyung. My priority is her happiness and well being. To you he seems like an enemy, but to me he's an ally. He has changed her but... she has also changed him. It's beyond obvious that the two of them have affected each other's lives. It's only a matter of time until our father finds out and until his father finds out."
"You're wrong. She changed because of me."
"At first, yes. She changed into a bad person though. With him, she's able to maintain her grades and attendance. Most importantly, he helps her stay out of trouble. They're... in love."
"Shut up! I will not allow my sister to be with my rival! Prepare my room because I will be in Busan within three days. And Y/N should be working on her transfers to Seoul."
"What? Why? No. Just because she's finally happy?"
"Because she will become the CFO of Kim Architectures. Father has made his choice, and he wants her in the company."
"Like hell, I'll allow that. Over my dead body will you ruin my sister's dreams."
"Then over your dead body we will have her. Don't cross the line Jin just because you are the favorite. Dad doesn't have much patience for you anymore."
I hang up the call.
"She won't date him... no she won't!" I shout, throwing everything that's on the coffee table.
If he thinks he will have her, he's so wrong. Not even when I'm dead will I allow them to be together. I'll make his life a living hell.