lost lovers

Chapter Ten:

"We should do that more often." Jungkook says, getting off the motorcycle.
"Look at you with your helmet. Gotta protect the future chairman though."
"You usually don't wear your helmet?" He asked.
"Nope. It was a promise I made to Kai. If he didn't wear his helmet, I wouldn't wear mine either. Today he's leaving though so I figured it's okay to wear it every once and then."
"Well now here's my promise to you... whenever you use your motorcycle I'll get on with you and if you don't wear your helmet, I won't wear mine either."
We stared into each other's eyes, meanwhile my heart was beating fast for some unknown reason. His words, his face, his features, everything about him has me mesmerized.
"Yah! I'm not going to own a company like you. Plus, there's press everywhere. You should just keep it on."
"Nope. Not unless you do."
"Aish... whatever. Silly boy."
I take out a pack of cigarettes, and take one for myself putting it in my mouth and before I could light it, Jungkook takes it away from my mouth and puts it in his.
"Seriously? You can't smoke silly boy! It'll damage your lungs dumbass."
"And? I can try it once, no?"
"Absolutely not, over my dead body. Now give me that."
I try to take the cigar away from him but he doesn't let me.
"If you smoke, I smoke. If you drink, I drink. Whatever you do, I'll do."
I scoff, "you really are dumb. Why on earth do you want to do what I do? It'll only ruin your image."
"Because you seem to live in a world where you're carefree..."
"Jungkook, I avoided you for a reason y'know? Our worlds, are not meant to be with each other. I am only going to tear down what you have worked so hard to keep. I won't get affected whatsoever and-"
"Just answer me this one question... are you happy?"
"Jungkook-"
"Are you happy or not?"
I sigh, "yes, I am happy. But-"
"Then don't be selfish and share that happiness with me will ya?"
I chuckle, "you are a silly boy indeed. Y'know this is where you told me I shouldn't smoke right?"
"Yeah, but I want to try it out just once."
"Fair enough. If it's your choice to come into my world, so be it. Welcome to the reckless side, Jeon Jungkook." I say, lighting up his cigar.
"Thank you, Kim Y/N."
He smirks, and I smile. I get out another cigarette for me and teach this innocent one how to smoke as it's his first time.

"You were right, riding without a helmet is so much fun." Jungkook says.
"You're lucky we didn't get many red lights. Otherwise people would be going crazy on social media right now."
"For sure, why are we at your house?" He asked.
"This isn't my house, it's-"
"Y/N! You came!" Lisa runs over to me.
"Of course Lili! Long time no see!" I hug her back.
"Yoongs has what you asked for. Is it for him?" She points at Jungkook.
"Yup. We can't go looking like this, can we?"
"No, you cannot. My name is Lisa! Nice to meet you Jeon Jungkook!" She offers her hand.
"You know me?"
"Who doesn't? The next CEO of Jeon Incorporation."
"Y/N didn't know who I was."
"That's because she's not up to date with social media."
"Yah! Are you trying to call me old fashioned?!" I smack her.
"Hey! It's not a lie!" She laughs.
We laugh and go inside Chanyeol's house. There we see Yoongi and him sitting patiently.
"Who's this rich boy you brought with ya?" Yoongi asked.
"Jeon Jungkook."
"Wow, he really doesn't know how to dress from a club." Chanyeol chuckles.
"We're going to the club?" Jungkook questioned.
"That's your last test of the day before we become friends. Let's see if you can be trusted. I'll go get ready then." I wave at them.
"Don't take too long!" Yoongi yelled.
"Yeah, yeah, sure."

Today was either the best or worst day of my life. I'm out clubbing and had a nice ride with Jungkook but I also broke up with Kai before that. However, it doesn't even look like I broke up with Kai in the first place as I'm throwing myself onto any man I see. It's the single life y'know?

~ Jungkook's P.O.V ~
Please make this stop. I hate seeing her all over these guys she doesn't even know but who am I to stop her? I'm in a relationship after all, and my loyalty will remain with Sana. Why am I doing any of this in the first place?
"She's always been this crazy." I'm guessing, Yoongi said.
"You are?"
"Yoongi, Min Yoongi."
"Ah I see. So this is normal?"
"Before she dated Kai, yes. I haven't seen her this way for almost a year. She's back to being a rebel, careless about her surroundings."
"Kai had a huge impact on her... didn't he?"
"Oh for sure. He was the one who showed her this life. No rules, no limits, just freedom. It's okay to be selfish if that's what makes you happy."
"Have you ever gotten caught?"
"No, Y/N has. Yet, she never listens. She's as free as a butterfly."
A butterfly... yeah. She's a beautiful butterfly that lives up to her standards and her standards only. No matter how much I try to get her off my mind I can't. Ever since the day she smoked in my face, I became captivated by her. She has become like a drug to me, and I can't seem to stop wanting more.