lost lovers

Chapter Thirteen:

"Y/N... I'm sorry... I didn't mean it like that."
"Get out of my house."
"No, please let me explain, I-"
"What is there to explain Jeon?! That you wanted to use me for your purposes only?! Did you find what you were looking for?! I hope you did because-"
"I'm in love with you!" He shouted.
I stop. Looking at him.
"I don't know how or when but... since day one you are everything I can think about Y/N. Your eyes, your hair, your facial expressions, your lips, it's all in my head. The day you put me to test was one of the best days of my life but... I couldn't. Sana, she will help the company a lot and you are our competitor's daughter. We aren't meant to be. You kissed me that day, and I needed so much self control to not kiss you back and give in. I'm sorry... I just.. am not the person for you."
I scoff, "I never even had feelings for you. 'Not the person for you' my ass. The only person for me is Kai. Did you seriously think I'd fall for you within a day? Pathetic. Now, get out of my house! You don't want me around? That's completely fine. Now GET OUT!" I pointed to the door.
Even though I was crying because all of his words hurt me, I wasn't willing to give in to my emotions. I'm strong  and there's no way I'll let some good boy ruin that.
"I'm sorry Y/N... I hope-"
"Are you deaf?! Did you not hear what my sister said?! Get out!" Seokjin came back, pushing Jungkook out of our house. "You too! Get out of our house and don't come back!" He shouted at Jimin.
"What did I do?!" Jimin yelled before Jin closed the door on his face.
I finally collapsed on the floor, allowing myself to be vulnerable. Jin hurried over to me, taking me in his embrace.
"It's all gonna be okay sis, everything will be okay." Jin takes me in his embrace.
Was everything going to be okay? It feels like everything has been crashing down on me ever since I met him...

~ Jungkook's P.O.V ~
It has been two months since I last spoke to Y/N... she rarely comes to school, and when she does... she's always with Jimin. I'm not sure if she does it to make me jealous but it's been getting on my nerves. To be honest, I doubt she's even considered my feelings one bit.
"This was a nice study session. Buuuut I must get going." Jimin said, packing up his stuff.
"We've been here for half an hour Jimin." Sana stated.
"Yeah, but I have somewhere to go. Sorry to leave so early. My girl- I mean.... my girl friend. Y'know? Girl space friend, is waiting for me." He nervously says.
"Yah! You aren't going with that gangster girl are you?" Rosé wondered.
"Don't call her that! She's... unique." He smiles.
I roll my eyes, "just go. Not like we need you anyways."
"Jungkook!" Sana smacked me.
"It's true. If he wants to put his life in danger he can do so." I look over at where he was sitting but to my surprise, he already left. Except, he forgot a little something.
"I told you Y/N was bad influence." Sana said.
"I'll be back. Jimin forgot his wallet." I say.
Finally, a good excuse to go see her. Well... I know I said I wanted her away but I just want to see her one more time. If I can.
Once I was outside, I wanted rip my eyes out. If anything, rip Jimin's whole body.
"Jimin!" I shout.
He looks over at me, letting go of Y/N's waist after their little make out session.
"Yeah?"
I walk over to him, and hand him his wallet, trying to keep my cool.
"You forgot something."
"This isn't mine, it's yours."
I look at the wallet, and indeed, it is mine.
"My mistake. Have fun you two and-"
"Go back to your girlfriend. I'm sure she doesn't want a gangster like me to influence her boyfriend." Y/N spoke coldly.
Both her and Jimin put on their helmets, getting on her motorcycle. They left the school to go to who knows where.
Did I seriously do this? And she listens to him but never listened to me! When she misses a whole week he tells her to come the next week. When their on the motorcycle and she isn't wearing a helmet, he tells her to wear it so she does. She doesn't even smoke anymore! I confessed my love for her and I believed she felt the same way yet she's out her listening to everything Jimin says? I can't do this anymore.
I am back once again in the library, knowing what I'm about to do.
"Hey babe! Did you give Jimin his wallet?" Sana wondered.
"Sana... I want to break up with you."