i was never contented about anything
like when i eat something i crave, i couldn't be sated. i want more.
i don't just want a single thing. i want two of them. or three. or even more.
i don't want an hour with you. i want two. i want the entire day. or week. or even my whole damn life.
i know it's greedy. it could turn darker and morbid. like when i had an access from those deep parts of you, i want to hoard as much as i can.
i clawed deeper. getting more intrusive.
like when i had a piece of your soul. i want more. and more. until you have nothing left for somebody who'd be next to me.
