i kept on denying you inside.
but i can't stop thinking of you.
i kept on imagining you in between my legs.
i kept on imagining your lips, the way it moves along with mine.
i overthink the moment when we were alone.
i try to close my eyes. and remember how good it felt.
sometimes i make up scenes inside my head.
just you and me.
nobody else.
i hope i meant something to you. the way you meant to me.
whenever i look at the stars, i hope you see them too.
i gazed at the sky
and whispered your name.
you can't hear it
but for me it was the loudest thing ever.
whenever i felt so emotional, i think of you
whenever i felt so empty, i think of you.
so that it makes me feel something.
even though it doesnt make any sense.
but... does everything had to make sense?
you were in her hands because i never dared to hold you.
but maybe if i did, i couldn't keep you either.
