The proposal

Chapter 10

"Son." she greeted, she welcome her son into her arms as soon we were close enough towards her. I watched as they hugged happily, its truly a mother and son moment its quite clear how much they feel about each other they seems really close they had the kind of love that is way too hard to hide, and they don't need to hide it because it was beautiful, for a moment there I felt a little out of space I always felt this way when I thought about the relationship I had with my birth mother and the one I lost with my adopted mom, the moral of the story is that I am unfortunate, I will never get this love from my adopted mother again because she's no more and as for my birth mother even if I gave her a chance in my life I know for sure I will never ever get this kind of love from her I am certain.
But anyways its not time to think about me, what these two have for each other is very beautiful and I adore it. I may not know this woman personally and doe she seems really intimidating the way she console her son and held him just like any normal common mother will do its then I realised the type of person she is... All this also reminds me the type of relationship I would be having with my baby in the next couple of months... I paused as i look down on my tummy which wasn't growing but its so overwhelming that things could change so fast, months from now I will become a mother my life would change even more than how it as already did, faster than I had im-

" Mom what a surprise I never knew you were coming so soon?" Alex ask interrupting my deep thoughts I immediately pull my self together, I can't let the Queen see me into a flush state, besides I am still very much nervous to meet her.

" I had to son, you know this occasion couldn't miss me your grandma birthday celebration is very important to me too son." She replied feeding me with information I had no idea about, which leads me to think we need to talk I mean really sit down and talk we barely knew anything about each other. Things I should have know especially when the Queen keeps on glancing at me now and then even doe into a kind way but still I could have avoided awkward moments like this, I could do less smiling like a fool and instead behave properly, but unfortunately I know nothing about him personally, I didn't even knew he had a grandma I am clearly lost here.

" Yea how can I forget." He chuckled, I made to pull away from his hold but he didn't budge he wasn't having it.

" So son, aren't you going to introduce me to the beautiful lady?" She ask now giving me her undivided attention, I brace my self for this moment moments ago but still I was ready when she gave it all to me, her smile was very beautiful and sparking but still I knew she had a intelligent mind and I knew a lot of things must be ruining through that head of hers, things I am not sure of but whatever it is I am only hoping for the best so doe I am having a nervous breakdown I place on the most polite smile I could muster.

" Mom, I want you to meet Tanya Montez, my friend." My smile immediately died when he mentioned the word friend. I mean yes we haven't place an title on our relationship as yet but I am sure we had pass friendship title years ago, I am sure he could have come up with something else. But the fact that he didn't makes me felt hurt and for the life of me I don't want to be some emotional twat but I don't want to be introduced as his friend by him to anyone especially to his mother. Immediately I got so angry I wanted to yelled over his head for doing this but I couldn't because I am supposed to be polite and nice especially before the Queen.

" Nice to meet you Tanya Montez, I have herd a lot about you... " she started snatching my attention I was so caught up with the friend drama that I forget about all this, yes sure she had herd a lot about me... I smile awkwardly stretching out my arm to shake hers which as already stick out. She had herd a lot about me but still she seems please to meet me which is good but I am still very much upset that she saw me as nothing more than a friend to her son so there is nothing to celebrate about. " Its very nice to finally meet a friend of my son who us actually a girl I mist say." She smile and very cheeky smile there is some meaning behind what she is saying put I rather not gravitate towards it, its okay enough she didn't show me an cold good shoulder or behave like one of the stock up like other fellow rich people do, but I am not even sure she's only doing this because I am just a friend to the Prince nothing she should be worried about.
I feel so low and unsure right now, I don't know if I was too emotionally right now but whatever it is I am not feeling okay with this at all but I had to remained polite here.