The proposal

Chapter 13

Oh I wish that my aunt was here, I wish she was here to share these beautiful moments with me, a lot of crazy stuffs and happen but a lot of good things had happen too, I had been through so much I am sure I wouldn't be out of conversation to tell her. I am sure I wouldn't be out stories to share with her, one especially and that one was to become a mother. My aunt as always fund of kids she always likes kids no matter the size and doe she never told me she wanted grandkids I knew she wanted them, I always saw it in her eyes especially when she saw smalls kids playing around. I have no doubt she wouldn't be so overwhelmed now that I am pregnant, I know she would be so excited nothing could ever stopped her from enjoying this moment with me, i know she would have taken real good care of me while being pregnant, but I also know she would been spoiling this kid once the  baby is born I know that for sure. But I know overall she would have been the sweetest perfect grandmother ever, oh I wish she was here I wish she was here with me despite everything, she didn't deserve to die like that its not fear for her to louse her life and the person who killed her is out there living a life a free, its not fear.
Tears came to my eyes thinking about it but I quickly wipe it away, I don't want to mess up my make-up done by Chelsey she worked way too hard on me for it to be all messed up, all for the sake of that ass ole, instead I place a small smile on my face, I know my aunt is looking down from heaven at me, i know she's shunning her light down on me I guess no wonder I am receiving this much blessing she was my mother figure when she was alive but now no matter how sad it is I am happy to say she had became my guardian angle, she must been here all the time with me helping me through all the rough times and the good times, so I smile because I know she will never leave me no matter where I go. I gaze at my self in the mirror I was looking quite beautiful into this black silk dress Alex bought for me, it was really beautiful, I loved how it hugs my curves and fits me like a glove, I love the split in the middle at the top, not because it was showing my cleavage which was the only small part of the dress Alex didn't like but never the less I love how unique it is, I like how  the martial feels, it was sweeping the floor  because it was a gown kinda of a dress, a beautiful expensive one that is, but I totally avoided the price section because I know thinking about it will only makes my head hurts besides I am only wearing this for Alex he personally pick this from the store for me as a gift, I am still surprised when he handed it to me. I mean he was the one supposing to be getting gifts and not the other way round. But I guess he wants to spoil me even doe I don't need him to do that but that man didn't listen to me when it comes to things like these. But I do love it, I love how wonderfully it fits me, it is expensive but still it was just simple and unique something like me, I guess he know me so much that he got me exactly what I likes, however my eyes run from the beautiful dress to my beautiful necklace the same beautiful necklace I had from such an young tender age, its been years since I haven't worn it and surprisingly it fits really well, I admired the fine simple gold two piece necklace, the first real gold necklace I had ever own, it wasn't fancy and extra it only carries this heart gold pendant with a blue stone in he middle one of the most beautiful stone I had ever seen I am yet to see anything like it, and I guess that's why I love it so much its beautiful in its own way, its making was not really small it was more in between but it gathers a lot of attention I knew that from experience over the years, everyone always wanted to touch it, or buy it, it was so bad they even wanted to steal it and I guess that's why I haven't worn it in the last few years. But I love this necklace because of how special it is to me, its the only thing which connects me to my child hood... I remember my aunt told me I got it when I was a child she didn't tell me it in full details but the fact it was a gift for me I cherish it even more it has nothing to do with the quality or how beautiful  made it was, it as everything to do with the story and the connections it brings and that's why I bring it every where I go.
Now finally after four years of keeping it away, I finally decided to wear it again, the last time I wore this necklace it was at my high school ball, now I am about to where it somewhere quite similar the only difference now is that I have found my self a true prince.