The proposal

Chapter 3

Christmas music blast in the background as i sat comfortable looking around into the local restaurant, it's been an hour since Chelsey had left me here rushing to get to work. I would have head right home but I am so hungry I decided to stay back and enjoyed my meal even doe being in public right now isn't an good idea but the good thing is that they are not much people here and the few that are here are busy minding there own business just like me, but as soon as I finished my full plate of fired rice with pasta on the side along with steam fish and shrimp along with a glass of orange juice I am full enough to relax and take in my surroundings.
I am actually happy that I don't feel all that nausea like before and I am really happy I got Chel to drop the topic of pregnancy.  I am 99% percent sure i am not pregnant doe I haven't seen my period and doe I don't remember using a Condom too that night I am still 99% sure I am not pregnant this is just a belly bug which brings this nausea its probably the only reason why I haven't had anything to eat since morning and now that I am full I don't feel that nausea anymore. My eyes wonders over a happy family dinning happily and was busy chatting away. I admired how happy the mother figure was busy adoring her beautiful kids that wad old enough to be an adult I think, but still you can see how much she adores them the love shines in her eyes... My heart breaks as I saw that familiar look of love and compassion filling her eyes that's how much my aunt use to look at me and doe she didn't say it often I know how much she loves me it shows in her action all the time she didn't need to say it for me to see that, my heart breaks little by little realizing that I will never get to see that look again in her eyes, I felt awful that no one will ever look at me like that again not even my own birth parents it was very painful to accept and to come to terms with that I will never get the chance to see my own mother look at me like that, I will never see that much of love shining from her eyes towards me because all I see that night was regret, hate and pity in her eyes nothing that my heart had longed for, a tear slip from my eyes that  I haven't even realises had become waterer, I immediately clear them as I look away from the happy family looking at them will only break my heart and bring back unwanted memories, things I rather forget at the moment.
Maybe it wasn't such an good idea coming here after all, I was so engrossed in my meal that I didn't even realises this place can bring me happiness as much as pain, I decide to leave before I got even more emotional, I don't no why I am this emotional these days but I guess its the after break of what has happened to me in last few days. After I place back my shades on, I straighten my hat before standing, I was about to pick some money from purse to  place on the table but I stop mid way when I saw the form of the last person I wanted to see enter the restaurant with his family and the same man I wish I could run a mile from even this moment but I was lost in a trance steering at the president meeting a man dressed into full white which seems like the manager of the restaurant, I was shocked I had never thought they would had come here at such a local restaurant, my heart skip a beat as the familiar smile of my mother appeared on her face as she caressing the cheeks of her daughter happily. They looks so happy together, I guess everything is fine with them now because not too far away was the son hugging  his mom side ways too, as he stare stead focus on his father greeting the manager, as for Mr. Alex Garcia the Prince himself he was standing in flesh not too far away from the happy family's who had manages to grab half the restaurant attention. He was standing at the back looking as good as he always do, there he was six ft inches of lean muscular masculine body, looking as handsome as always. His shoulder that was wide as a Parthenon was covered in a nice blue short sleeve shirt still showing off thick muscles, I am sure all the ladies here must be busy looking his way right now checking him out from head to toe, with sky blue shirt he wore this nice jeans white pants with a matching hat and a snickers he looks mightily Devine I couldn't help admiring him despite the situation I am now in... He grabs all the attention of th few people here as much as the sight of the president and his family.
The laugher of my mother snatches my attention toward her she was looking beautiful as always both she and her daughter was in similar dresses, while her daughters dress was slightly cream hers was white but they both made the same way, both was a nice pencil dress silk dress catching them both at the knee, the front area of the dress got a cut in Middle highlights smooth white skin, the dresses was beautiful and very stylist I wasn't surprised these people build in class I am sure they both had there there own designers, while Mrs. Montez hair was up in a neat bun, her daughters was were up in a messy traditional easy hair style I must say they both look beautiful not to mention there makeup that was well done and so was there nice matching heels which top off there look. As for the President and his son they both dress to impress there outfit wasn't similar except for dressing in a three piece suite each, the presidents was blue and his son Bryan was in black but still there simple outfit can buy this restaurant I am sure about this. But above all they looks certainly happy, they looks happy than I had expected after what went down only a day ago, I thought they will never face the public but surprise here they were, now all of a sudden the once quite less populated restaurants was half fill with people that came out of now where and few that wanted to get in was blocked by guards provided at the entrance of the restaurant.
My heart was beating rapid as I look away worried from them, its definitely wasn't such a good idea coming here I should have never came here, or i should have left the moment Chel was now I am stocked here.