The proposal

Chapter 4

Everything happens so fast, I wanted to get to Chelsey in time but it was too late... I wanted to prevent anything from happening to her but I couldn't because I got there late, I was too late to prevent that man from crashing into her car, I was too late to prevent that man from getting near to her, now he nearly claim her life and I am so mad at my self, That monster did everything I had expected, he did exactly what I had fear he had nearly claim the life of my best friend and I couldn't do nothing about it, I couldn't prevented it... I remember trying to warn her not to leave the compound of the hospital but just as always I was late, she was already making her way home, she was also trying to assure me all will be fine over the phone, but deep down in my gut I know nothing was fine, I felt it in my heart that something terrible was going to happen even doe I tried to hope for the best, I really tried to hope but that's when it all happen we were only on the phone minutes ago before I herd her scream! I know then that it had happened.
I had no idea how i make it to the scene so fast but I did before even the ambulance or police could show up, she was unconscious by the time I get there I couldn't stick around to alert the police I know I had to carry her to the nearest hospital as soon as possible, I don't no how much my heart could break but it did when I saw they took her away from me on a stretcher, rushing with her to the emergency room. I watch helplessly in the hall way while they whisk my best friend unconscious body down the hall leaving an very traumatized me, I was devastated and broken into tiny little pieces.
The exact thing I was trying to ignored, the incident I was trying to prevent at all cost happened and I am mad at my self for putting another love one life at risk, once again because of me someone who is dear to me is on that hospital bed battling for there life just like what my mom had went through, the situation was similar, the events was just the same nothing had really change, this is exactly how my aunt's life was slowly taken away  from me. This is exactly how I lost her in a spilt second but I refuse to think about that now I can not lose Chelsey there is no way I would survive if I louse her so I can't think about death now.

I caresses my forehead as I walk to and from across the hospital hall nervously, I don't care if my hands were filled with her blood that it was messing up my face... Or my clothes I am just worried crazy about her, the tears that builds behind my eyes wanted to escape but I try my best to hold them back, I had to be strong for her I can't break down now.... Even doe its hard, even doe my heart was hurting really bad I had to remain the strong one for both of us I just had to.

It felt like ages since I had been sitting, standing and waiting anxiously for the doctor or anyone to show up to tell me something, but still they were no sign of no one... If I wait any longer I know I am going to louse my mind and storm into that room if no one don't get out here and tell me something. I held my head as the familiar headache return nearly knocking me off my feets I had to sit immediately to try and contain it, it's nothing I want now on top of all this but its happening. This had be one of the worst day of my life, just when I thought everything was going right but all too soon everything was going wrong and I can't take it... I just can't take this anymore I am tired of all these emotional and physical pain I am tired of suffering like this why do my life had to be such an hell why can't I be normal like everyone else, why can't I be happy why is this all happening to me wh-

" Tanya. " the familiar husky voice replies, pulling me from my wild thoughts... I look up and meet worried blue eyes looking down at me, the same temperature that rises between us came to life but I avoided it, its not the time and the place.

" What are you doing here?" My weak voice shrugged.

"  How is she?" He ask instead, avoiding my question.

That question break me as a tear escaped, that's the thing I don't know how she is, I don't know nothing its already been ten minutes since they took her to the emergency room and still no one had came to say anything, I am worried sick as the wait continues because deep down I can't deal with all this.