I wake up panting. A Nightmare. I'm used to it now. It should be dark outside. The moon makes everything brighter. I wonder what people are doing. Is someone searching for me? Has it been too long to still search? Do they feel bad for what they have done? Too many questions, not enough answers. I could make up a story in my head, but without Green to hear it I don't want to. I don't see the use in it. I don't think anyone would try to find me. I don't want them to find me. I don't miss anybody, they all felt wrong to me. The only time I haven't felt alone was with Green. It isn't even here anymore. But I asked for it. It's always my fault, no one is stupid enough to ask the only person to make them feel better to let them be alone. I hit my head on the wall. Not enough to hurt me too badly, but still enough to hurt. One time, two times, three times, four times, five times... Maybe if I hit it hard enough I will forget that I'm sad. Maybe if I hit it long enough I will forget that I'm mad. Maybe if I hurt more outside, I will hurt less inside. I shouldn't think like that. I used to think too much like that. I put one hand between my head and the wall. I stop. How can a shadow, a monster, something that doesn't even really exist, that I met less than a month ago make me feel like that, this weak and vulnerable?
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green eyes in the dark
RomansaSid has to get away. As far and as long as she can. She hides in a tunnel. In this tunnel someone else hides: the Green Eyes. They both are scared of something but can't tell each other. They will learn more about each other's world then they have...
