JACOBS POV
Darkness surrounded me as my body stood still and confused, I did it, I really killed my self, I chewed my bottom lip as my fingers ran through my hair, my eyes began to look around, my face expression immediately turning confused, "Is this really heaven"? I mumbled under my breath as I scrunched my brows together, suddenly hearing my mother's voice.
"Jacob". My mom spoke in a soft tone, I smiled instantly hearing her voice, but a frown on my face cause I couldn't see her?
"Mom where are you?" I asked in confusion as my eyes began to search the dark place, suddenly seeing a small white light, my mom stepping out of the bright cloud.
"Jacob why did you do this"? She questioned me again with a frown on her face.
I then sucked my teeth, "Mom I just couldn't do it any more, there was no reason for me to have life".I looked into my mother's eyes as a frown formed on her face.
"Jacob you're wrong, YOU DO need to live".She slowly began to walk towards, our bodies now closer as she put her hands on my face.
"You NEED to be there for Erica".She said in a whisper as she looked into my hurt eyes.
I deeply huffed after she said that bi't'che's name, "Erica dosent need me, chick dosent even care about me".I mumbled under my breath as I felt my self gettin a little tense, growing angry by the second as I began to think more and more about the girl that broke my heart. LITERALLY!
My mother then shook her head as she took her hands off my face, grabbing my hand leading me to who knows where?
"Mom where are we going"? I asked my mom curiously as I arched my left eye brow up,but she didnt respond back to me, she just kept on walking, holding a strong grip on me.
"Jacob Imma show you what you mean to her, your gonna see how much Erica cares, how much she needs you". My mother spoke these words as we suddenly came to a stop.I then rolled my eyes, "Yea okay, lets just hurry up, so we can get this over with".I spoke in annoyed tone, my eyes moving in a circular motion, when suddenly I felt a sharp pain in the back of my head.
"AYYYE AYYE AYYYEE WHAT WAS THAT FOR!" I yelled in pain as I rubbed my probably sore head,my mother then sucked her teeth, "stop talkin".She said in attitude.
I repeatedly began to rub my head, "that really hurted".I mumbled under my breath, didnt no you can get your own damn as's beat after death."Jacob just be quiet and look at this".My mother said as she pointed to the ground, my eyes following her demand as I saw Erica,
Her body sat still in a blue leather chair, as her face was covered with both of her hands, she was "crying?, mom"? I brung my eyes up to my mother, "Why is she crying?" I asked her in confusion.
(Okay really papi, your really slow as hel'l, *facepalms* OBVIOUSLY SHE'S CRYING OVER YOU DUMB AS'S, UGHH I SWEAR, I-I-I CANT DO THIS, *rolls eyes* back to the muther fu'ckin story>>:)
My mother then licked her lips as her voice softened as she spoke, "She's crying because of you Jacob".She said in a sad tone as I slowly brung my eyes back to Erica, noticing she was in hospital room, slowly Erica began to weep softer as she brung her hands off her face, wiping her tears away.
Damn, never knew, It would feel this painful to watch her cry.
"It is pain ful Jake".My mom mumbled under her breath.
My focus stayin on Chica.
Erica slowly stood up from her seat, walking over to the hospital bed that appeared in the room, suddenly seeing my body, wires attached to me.
