i promise- louis partridge (editing)

im sorry

y/n's pov
i slowly open my eyes. my head is pounding. i look around and see louis shouting at issie and millie. i groan and louis stops shouting.
"babe are you okay?" he asks in a gentle voice.
"what's going on?" i ask
"what the hell are you doing out at 2:47am in london?" he says raising his voice.
i can't speak, instead tears fall out my eyes. i can't believe what just had happened with us. millie is in the back seat with me and she hugs me. i turn and see that she is also crying. i hug her back and her sniffles from issie. "im sorry i called louis. i was scared!" she whispered to me.
"don't worry!" i whisper back.

i try to stop the tears from falling. we get home and we saw how angry louis was. us girls go straight to bed however louis stayed downstairs. i was trying to fall asleep but i could not. i heard footsteps maybe 10 minutes ago but i didn't really think about them. today's events kept coming back to me. as i was sleeping in millie's room, i checked if she was awake. she was asleep. i quietly crept out the room to get painkillers. my head was still pounding from earlier, my wrist hurting more than ever. it was dark downstairs but i decided to keep the lights off. i walked into the kitchen and grabbed a cup of water and the pills and put 4 into my hand. as i was about to put it into my mouth i heard a deep voice say,
"that's too many"
a loud gasp escaped my mouth and i grabbed the frying pan next to me. the light turned on and louis was leaning against the light switch. i sighed and put the frying pan down. as i was about to put the pills into my mouth again louis grabbed my wrist and grabbed two pills. i winced as he had a tight grip on the place where that man had held me. he quickly let go and said,
"what's wrong?"
"nothing" i replied.
i quickly put the pills in my mouth and drank water on top of it. i said a guick good night to louis while louis said,
"what were you guys thinking? what if something happened? you are lucky millie called me!" he said with a scared look on his face.
"i'm sorry but don't tell the girls off. millie cried a lot and it's not issie's fault. the guys were calling her and issie and i had a few drinks..." i was cut off.
"you've been drinking?" he said raising his voice.
tears escaped my eyes. louis walked over to me and hugged me.
"i'm sorry" i said quietly.
"im sorry too. i shouldn't have shouted i was really scared. and-"
he couldn't speak. instead he cried into my shoulder while i did the same onto his.
"why aren't you asleep?" i asked.
"i could ask you the same thing" he said.
"my head and wrist hurt a lot and i couldn't stop thinking about what would have happened" i said.
he lightly grabbed my wrist and covered it with his gentle hand.
"im sorry you got hurt"
"it's okay, its not your fault"
"so why aren't you asleep?" i asked him again
"i was thinking about what could have happened if i-" he tried to finish the sentence but he couldn't.
i hugged him and told him to sleep. he said he couldn't and asked if i could sleep with him. of course i said yes. he cheered like a little baby, trying to lighten the mood up. we made our way upstairs. i let him be the little spoon and that cheered him up even more. louis does have a soft spot in his heart and it's the cutest little thing.

a/n

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