//I was late, but i arrived//

//I want you//

Kate's POV

Matty's eyes meet mine and i can see how he starts breathing faster. And i can't even breathe, he looks too perfect. I forget why he left me, why i was angry, sad, why my heart was broken. When our eyes met, i know i have to be with him. I love him, fuck the past.

The boys are playing a song called 'The City' which a pretty good one. George is on the drums and he is doing his job more than great. Adam and Ross are awsome with the guitar and bass. The crowd is dancing, screaming they love them. And i have to agree, i love their sound. And Matty's voice, it's just perfect.

After some songs, Matty is talking to the boys, trying to explain something. They nod and he seems nervous. "Hello again. I hope you're having a good time?" The crowd shouts "YES", and he is laughing. "Well, now we will play a song i wrote for a special girl. It's called 'Medicine'"

Then the boys start playing. It's a wonderful sound and when Matty starts singing my eyes are already filled with tears.
"I find it hard to say, bye bye
Even in the state of you and i
Oh how can i refuse
Yeah you rid me of the blues
Ever since you came into my life"

Now i can feel the tears running down my face. Becca who was next to me all the time, shouts "Oh my gosh, Kate. That's for you isn't it? Oh my...he is sorry, ha i knew it"

Matty is closing his eyes when it comes to the chorus.
"Because you're my medicine
Yeah, you're my medicine"

Oh my god!! I am so overwhelmed i don't know if i should laugh or cry because Matty wrote that song for me. That song is his excuse.

I look at Matty, and he is looking at me. And somehow i know that his next lines will be important.
"I, i wanna marry you
I say i adore you
And that's all i have to say bye bye
You opiate this hazy head of mine"

My heart is pounding in my chest when he sings these lines.

I notice, he is crying now too. I want to run over to him, to hug him, kiss him and tell him that i am madly in love him. But i can't move. I am just standing there watching Matty.

When they end the song, George announces a little break.

He grabs Matty, who can't stop sobbing, and helps him getting off the stage.

Becca takes my hand and says,"Go over Kate." I nod, and walk over to Matty and George. George is tapping Matty's shoulder,but when he notices me he moves. I put my hand in Matty's hair, try to see his face. "Matty", i say softly. He turns his head. "Kate, you're here.", he is sobbing and wraps his arms around my waist, hiding his face on my chest.

"Yes Matty i am here. I am here for you." He raises his head, looks at me and before i know what happens he has pressed his lips on mine.

I feel his hot breath, and i kiss him back passionately. Between the kisses he is whispering my name and how sorry he is and how much he loves me. I just enjoy him saying these things and the feeling of his touch and his lips on mine.

We break the kiss gasping.

Matty has my face between his hands and regards it. "I have missed you so much", he whispers. "I missed you too, Matty", i breathe looking in his beautiful dark eyes. Matty presses his forehead against mine. We stay like that for a while, till George appears. "Matty, we have to go on stage again." Matty looks at me fearful. "Will you stay?" I kiss him softly. "Yes of course. I will wait here." Matty exhales relieved and jumps on stage. For the rest of the gig, i am admiring Matty's energy on stage. He is jumping, dancing around encourages the crowd to sing and dance with him.

When the show is over Matty shouts "Thank you guys" and the boys leave the stage.

Matty grabs my hand, pressing my body against his. "Babe, any plans for tonight?", he whispers. I am shaking my head, excited to get to know why he's asking. He grins, saying "Well now you have some", giving me his lips. Matty pulls me out of the bar, in a dark corner and presses me against the cold wall. His breath goes faster, like mine and again he's kissing me, but much deeper than before. His hands go down my body to my waist and up to my face. "I want you", he mumbles. My cheeks are blushing and my heart heart beats faster, when i recognise what he means.

And when our lips meet again i moan. "I want you too Matty", i say, running my hand through his hair. Suddenly Matty breaks the kiss. He is taking my hand and pulls out of the corner. "Not here love. Lets go to your flat", he whispers in my ear. And we start walking.

When we enter my flat, Matty grabs my face and kisses me. I kiss him back and try to open his black blouse. He opens my dress and throws it on the floor. Then he takes off his shoes and jeans, while i walk in my bedroom taking off my heels. Matty follows just wearing his boxers. We start kissing again and fall on my bed. "You sure you want it?", Matty asks softly not stopping kissing me. "Yes, Matty." He shows me a condom, lays it down next to my pillow and kisses my neck. My hands run down his back, pulling off his boxers. He laughs gentle, and pulls off my bra and underwear. Then he uses the condom, lays his hands on my face and looks deep in my eyes when he thrusts into me. I gasp, because of the feelings i get when he moves inside me. "You okay babe?" I just nod, not able to speak. Matty kisses me, and takes my hands. When we both hit our highs, he  holds me in his arms, kissing my forehead.

I am overwhelmed because of the love i feel for him.

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Holy shit, i wrote a sex scene for the first time^^
Hope it was okay;)
I was listening to Undo - The 1975 and Sweater Weather - The Neighbourhood during writing the sex scene, it was an inspiration^^
Aww finally they are back together...
God how much i love Matty, this beautiful, smart man.
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Much love Sarah xx