//I was late, but i arrived//

// I thought it has to be me, who kisses you//

I am waking up, when i notice Matty still lays next to me. His arm is wrapped around me. I put his hand away carefully and try to stand up. He looks gorgeous sleeping there. I go to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. I am so concentrated on that, so i don't notice Matty till he says,"Holy shit, i was staying the whole night?" I turn around and see a sleepy Matty with messy hair. "Haha good morning Matty" He smirks. "Morning love. I am sorry i fell asleep. Actually i am not that kind of boring" "You aren't boring, besides i fell asleep too so... Do you want breakfast? I have cereals and.....oh just cereals" "It's alright love. I dont eat much in the morning anyway" I take some milk from the fridge and we start eating. Matty looks out of the window. "Hey do you have any plans for today?" "Hmm, it's Saturday right? No, i don't think so. Why?" "We will go to a party todaay" What?! I nearly absorb my cereals. "Who is 'we'?" "Me and you, who else??" "No" "What no? It will be fun. It will be kind of a date, would be great", he winks. Date?! "A date? But isn't Gemma your-" "My girlfriend?? Noo, the fuck noo!! She is just a very good friend that's all", he says, but there is something in his eyes which makes me don't believing him.

"I even have nothing to wear for a party" "Come on i am sure you have dress" "Ahm, no..." "NOO??? You have no dresses???" "Nope. I don't like them. I don't feel comfortable in it." Matty looks at me in silence. Then he graps me and go with me to my closet. He opens it and starting searching for something to wear. Finally he takes a black long shirt with  grey leggings. "And shoes", he says and takes my only heels. "Perfect. Now hurry up love!" "But it's just 13 pm...a party starts in the evening doesn't it?" "We will hanging around. I need to get our of here", he says, meaning the flat i guess. I sigh, grap the clothes and go to the bathroom. I put some makeup on, straight my brown hair and use my new perfum by chanel. A present from my mum.

"Ready", i shout. Matty takes my hand and pulls me out of the flat. Outside, it was warm. "Come on, Kate. Doesn't want to miss the party", Matty smirks. "But i thought it starts in the evening?" "It was a joke love. Lets go." And we walk down the street, as Matty's phone starts ringing. "Yeah George? I know, i am on the way straight there. I will take someone with me. No not Gemma, her name is Kate. Yeah right that girl. Well, i don't know. See ya later bye" "Who is George?", i ask curiously. "He is my best mate. I know him for ages..." " Where are we going? Because you said you are going straight there, where?" "You will see", he whispers. Okaaay, i think.

We are walking for nearly twenty minutes and i have really no idea where we are now. Suddenly a good looking boy is standing infront of us. "Healy, finally. I got it." "Great. How much does it cost??" "like the last" "Well i will pay next time okay?"  the boy agrees and gives Matty a little packet. Matty puts it in his jacket pocket and the boy walks away. When we are walking down the street, i actually realize who that boy was. "OMG! that was a dealer right?? OMG you do drugs??" "Calm down Katherine, it's just weed." "WHAT??" Holy shit, there is finally a boy who seems to like me and he is a addicted to drugs?! "Kate, are you fuckin listen to me? Love you have seen me smoking without saying a word. I mean yeah i have done harder drugs, but i am over that!! Kate?" i look in his eyes. "I believe you. I am sorry, i-" He sighs, and hugs me. "Kate, i know we don't know each other well. But i can tell you since i met you in the bakery i wanted to know you. And now i am just enjoying spending time with you. Don't let a drug thing destroy it please! I swear i just smoke weed and don't do anything harder" I don't say anything, i just listen to his words and breathing his perfum. When we continue walking he takes my hand.

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In the evening we arrive at a house, which seems to be George's because there is a big party going on. Matty opens the door and there are many guys drinking and dancing. Matty takes my hand and pulls me with him through the dancing crowd. "Matty! Hey mate!", a good looking blonde guy shouts. When stands next in front of us i recognise how tall he is. "Hi George, that's Kate"  George grins at me, and i smile back. He looks adorable with his muscles and white good fitting shirt and black skinny jeans. "Hey i am George. Nice to meet you finally. Matty was just always talking about you. Even when he was sleeping." "Shut up Daniel", Matty gruns. But George just laughs. "Can i offer you a drink?", he asks. "Ahm no thank you i don't drink alcohol... Have you coke or something like that?" George nods. Matty looks at me in a strange way, but doesn't say anything. I know what he is thinking. 'Oh my gosh, she is soo boring. She isn't interesting at all' We sit down on a couch where some Girls and boys are sitting, kissing and taking lines from the table. I am just staring at them fascinated. I haven't seen people taking drugs yet. "Kate?", Matty starts. "Kate, i am curious. You don't take drugs, which is good, you don't drink alcohol, and dont have any dresses for partys. What do you do at the weekends?" I can feel my cheeks blushing. " I, I just stay at home, with a good book or watch tv....stuff like that" "You never go out??" "Not really" "But WHY?" "I don't like drunk people. I feel uncomfortable being around them. And i don't like alcohol. My best friend Rebecca often wants to go out with me. But i don't want to disturb when they are getting drunk while i am sober alone." i can feel my eyes are filling with tears. "Hey, Kate...whats wrong?" Matty wraps his arms around me and looks in my eyes. "Nothing. It's okay" "Babe it's okay to not drink or take drugs...you, you are not boring. You are a beautiful, nice, intelligent girl. I bet you can have fun at this party without alcohol and drugs. And if you want to leave, we will okay?" "Okay, thanks Matty" He smiles and kisses my forehead. George comes back with a coke. "Here you are love" "Thanks George"

Matty asks me if i mind when he goes outside to smoke. "No of course not" After he leaves the place next to me, another guy seats down. I try to keep space between our knees, but he comes closer again. I decide to ignore him. He smiles and offers me a line. When i refuse, he raises a brow. "Why not?" "I don't do drugs" "Everyone has a first time" I gasp, "Ahm, no anyway" Suddenly he grabs my arm. "Hey bitch, don't pretend as you don't want this. I can see how you look at these people doing drugs. You want it!" His face comes closer. "Please, go away i don't want to." He presses his lips on mine. It's a cruel, aggressive kiss tasting like alcohol. I try to push him away, but he is stronger. Suddenly he is pulled away and i can finally breathe. George is standing there with that guy and Matty, who slaps him in his face. They both start fighting, but George and two other boys try to stop them. The other two boys seem to be friends of Matty and George because they try to calm Matty down. One of them has brown hair, a beard and is as tall as George. The other one has brown hair too and is nearly as thin as Matty. Finally they have pulled them away. "You fuckin bastard. Who the fuck has allowed you to kiss her??" "Go!! Right now GO!!!", George shouts. "Adam, Ross take him outside please" The two boys, Adam and Ross lead him outside. Matty comes over touching my face softly. "Kate, love. Is everything okay. Don't cry please." I didn't notice i am crying, till he said. "Oh Matty can we go?" "Of course love", he says, grabbing his jacket. We leave the house, and i wave George before he closes the door. Matty walks to a car, when i stop. "Whats wrong love?" "Matty,.... I am sorry, i have destroyed your party. I am terrible..." He comes back to me and hugs me. "No Kate. First it's not my party, it's George's. Second you didn't destroy it. I am just glad this fuckin bastard didn't hurt you. You know, when i returned from outside and i saw him kissing you, i was freaking out. I thought it has to be me, who kisses you. Nobody else."

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