Kidd And Erica (behind the scenes)

Our World isnt Perfect

Hey guys..... a lot has happened so I'm just going to jump into it .... let's lighten the mood alright????

Time is 7:30 in Lagos, Nigeria
And 6:30 in London

FaceTime Baby G......
Kidd Calling.....

Kidd: "hey"
Erica: "....... yeah"
Kidd: "are you going to keep doing this?"
Erica: "............."Erica glances at her phone and goes back to filing her nails
Kidd: "why not ignore my calls like a normal person, you'd answer my call but stay silent"
Erica: "......... ehen what?"
Kidd: "I know you're angry"
Erica: "why would I be angry.... is not you?" She glares at her phone
Kidd: "I have no excuse, but I will say this, I didn't know what to do..... this has never happened to me before.....when I was asked the question at the interview, I panicked....no matter how many times I'm asked I always feel like I need to be smart with how I answer..... I didn't think it'll spiral out of control like this.....for the first time in my life..... I have nothing to say...... baby I'm sorry"
Erica: "you have a lot to say for someone that says he's speechless"
Kidd: "......... babe"
Erica: "Kidd I'm done..... I'm not even mad at the interview, I just don't like how you handled the consequences, consequences you should have seen coming..... if you're going to be "cool" with our relationship, you should have been cool with what came next"  she screams at her phone as though Kidd was physically in her presence
Kidd: "I couldn't, babe you know how toxic and relentless they can be....they hit it where it hurts the most..... they said I used you for views for fuck sakes"
Erica: "did you use me?"
Kidd: "what ?"
Erica: "answer the damn question Kidd"
Kidd: "do you think that's what I did?"
Erica: "don't try to be smart Kidd, answer me" her voice begins to shake
Kidd: "for views???? No.... to forget how difficult it is being me? Yes"
Erica: "what does that even mean?"
Kidd: "Erica.... I don't wanna bitch about it... but I used you to escape my world.... i can't bring you into mine, so I entered yours... but I couldn't cope... because I don't want any part of your world.... all I want is you ..... just you"
Erica: "*sob sob*..... oh god... Kidd.... I can't keep doing this, you're not good for me, I'm not liking who I'm becoming, *sob sob* you make me weak when I should be strong.... I can't ...."
Kidd: "No baby, don't .... fuck! why are you crying? Erica.... you're not weak, your strong you're so strong, I love you so much baby please"
Erica: " Kidd I'm done, we're done, I don't seem to make you happy, and I don't know if I'm even happy... so let's just end it"
Kidd: "you can't, we can't.... we can't be done, we can never be done, you can't leave me, I won't let you... you can't make me a fool for you and then leave"
Erica: "you're not a fool me Kidd, I'm the fool, who is foolishly in love with you, but you always get to do what you want despite how it might affect me, I don't even know why I thought anything would change, as usual you set me up for ridicule while still staying on top"
Kidd: "on top? Did you just say I'm on top? I've been reduced to a fucking clout chaser, to a user, a bad boyfriend, a hypocrite, and who's fault do you thing that is ?"
Erica: "are you saying it's my fault.... I can't bel.... you know what bye......" as she was about to hang up
Kidd: "no it's mine..... for loving you so much and not being able to show it"
Erica: "please please don't start with that.... I don't need you to show it, I need to feel it?"
Kidd: "So you don't feel it? Erica you don't feel it, not even when I'm touching you, and kissing you not and even when I make love to you?, I don't believe you"
Erica: "oh my god.... this guy, are you shooting a movie?" She starts to laugh much to Kidds surprise
Kidd: " why are you laughing?"
Erica: "laugh or cry? Which one.....oh Kidd..... Terseer Waya you're a mess but unfortunately you're my mess"
Kidd: "does that mean you forgive me?"
Erica: "Nope, it doesn't,"
Kidd: "you're gonna make this difficult for me aren't you"
Erica: "I also need to teach myself  to not always forgive so easily"
Kidd: "should I come back?"
Erica: "no, I'm not ready to see you yet"
Kidd: "I'll be in Abuja"
Erica: "Kidd if you want to come I'm not stopping you ... do what you want, you always do anyway"
Kidd: "that's not true, if I always do what I want you're be her sitting in on my lap, with my hand on your throat"
Erica: "ugh! Please you've probably had fun with some girls"
Kidd: "that's not funny" his face becomes serious
Erica: "what?, it's alright now we're guys so you can tell me these things"
Kidd: "Erica don't start..... wait, fuck is this my punishment?, I'm in the dog house"
Erica: "Woof" she starts to laugh while cleansing her face with essential oils
Kidd: "how are your puppies"
Erica: "they're just there, Kidd I want to sleep"
Kidd: "no, wait now.... don't go .... I miss you so much I swear to god"
Erica: "don't swear"
Kidd: "fuck"
Erica: "mad man"
Kidd: "Erica please let's not let anyone come between us, please baby please"
Erica: "Kidd I don't what's going to happen to us, because you're right, you have your world and I have mine and it's been proven we can't be in each others world..... so I don't know, I...I don't know if loving you is enough"
Kidd: "then let's make ours, it won't be perfect but it'll be ours, as long as you're in my life Erica...."
Erica: "let's just be friends for now, since we can't stay away from each once we're in the same country so just stay in London, we can Face Time and chat...."
Kidd: "keep lying to yourself... we can't be just friends Erica... we've tried so many times, it can't be done"
Erica: "let's be friends for now, then when you come back we'll decide what's next for us"
Kidd: "I don't like that....."
Erica: "that's all I'm willing to offer right now"
Kidd: "babe....."
Erica: "I have to go bed Kidd I'm sleepy" she climbs into her bed and pulls the cover to cover herself
Kidd: "tell me you love me"
Erica: "why? What would that change"
Kidd: "just say it please"
Erica: "I love you"
Kidd: "I miss you baby G"