Forever My Savior

Chapter Nineteen: The Shock

Jazy's P.O.V

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Flashback

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"Remember the McCully family? Well, remember how we had a rouge attack a week ago, but didn't know the casualties?"

"Oh no..."

"Jakobe..."

"Not them..." My dad nodded sadly.

"Are all of them gone? Jakobe? Please tell me he's okay... You know how close him and Jazlynn were." Dakota pleaded. Dad shook his head.

"Judging by the blood stains on his body, they made sure he was the first to go, and he didn't go painlessly."

Then everything came crashing down...

My best friend in the whole world was dead...

Rouges tortured, and killed him...

I'll never see him again...

Never talk to him again...

Never laugh at one of his stupid jokes...

Never sleep over at his house again...

Never wish upon a star with him by my side...

I'll never do anything with him again, because the rouges killed him, and his family...

I slowly fell to my knees beside my brother, who hadn't noticed me yet because of my cloak, and curled up in a ball, then let everything go. They couldn't hear me because of my cloak, they couldn't comfort me because they didn't know what I was going through. Even though I'm six, I'm very intelligent for my age because of my other powers, so I know what what's happening. I also knew that my family, and Jakobe's family thought we were mates.

"We need to find her... We need to tell her before she goes to see him for a sleep over tomorrow. We can't let her find out that way." James said, leaving the room with my brothers on his heels to find me.

Little did they know that I was right next to them...

A couple hours passed before I moved from my position, ignoring my family's calls for me throughout the house. I just walked to my room, opened the door, silently closed it behind me, them laid in bed feeling extremely tired. The last thought on my mind before going to sleep was,...

Those rouges will pay...

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Jazy's P.O.V (Still in flashback)

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They didn't know where I was, and I could tell they were panicking, because now they were screaming that they weren't playing anymore, and that I must come out.

But I didn't.

As soon as I got in my bed, I uncloaked myself, and closed my eyes, finally letting my tears out. I kept my crying silent, so they couldn't hear me, and they couldn't try to comfort me, pretending that they knew what I was going through, pretending that they were 'sorry for my loss'. I could hear my wolf whining in the back of my mind, trying to get to me, but I wouldn't let her. I wouldn't let anyone try to comfort me.

My sadness slowly turned to anger when I thought of all the pack members that were gonna come up to me, with a fake look of sadness, and recite "I'm sorry for your loss" over and over again.

"If you get to angry, you will shift. You cannot shift in white fury, or your first transformation will be extremely painful." My wolf, Tanaya, told me.

"I'm sorry, I just can't help it. They're only gonna be saying that because they want to kiss butt. Think about it. You'd get mad, too, Tanaya, so don't blame me." I snapped at her. She stopped for a moment, and then faded away. I couldn't feel her anymore, so I thought she went away compeltly but then I realized I couldn't feel anything. I felt... Numb.

"Tanaya? What just happened?" I waited for what seemed like forever, but it was actually five minutes. I felt her surface again, but she didn't say anything which slightly scared me.

"You unconsciously turned off your emotions, and you managed to block Jakobe's memories from your mind so you won't feel the pain anymore." She told me, in a voice that reminded me of my mother explaining to me how to do my homework.

"Who's Jakobe? And what do you mean I turned off my emotions? I feel fine." I was confused. I didn't feel like I turned off my emotions, I felt like I was perfectly fine. But who was this Jakobe? Why did Tanaya say his name like I knew him and cared for him?

"Oh, sweetheart... I'm so sorry. I wasn't able to save him and now you don't even know who your best friend since birth is. I would've saved him if I had known, I swear to you that I would've." Okay... I'm offically confused, but whatever. I mean, what's worse than not remembering your best friend since birth? Oh, that's right. Not feeling anything is worse.

"Tanaya, as confused as I am right now, can you please tell me-" I tried to tell her, but my brother, Dakota scared me.

"JAZLYNN! We've been looking everywhere for you! How long have you been in here? Haven't you heard us yelling for you?" I ignored him, and continued staring at the wall, listening to my families thundering footsteps run towards my room.

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Dakota's P.O.V (In flashback)

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As soon as my father told my brothers that Jakobe and his family were dead, we set out to look for my little sister to tell her. Maybe playing hide-and-seek was a bad idea in this house, because it's been four hours since our parents told us about Jakobe, and we're all worried sick. She normally responds to us when we yell for her.

"Go to her room. Check her room again. I have a bad feeling." My wolf, Jet, told me. I quickly told my parents what my wolf told me, and I took off toward her room. When I got there I didn't bother knocking, I just barged in and found my sister sitting in her bed, facing the wall with a blank expression.

"JAZLYNN! We've been looking everywhere for you! How long have you been in here? Haven't you heard us yelling for you?" I yelled to her, listening to my families footsteps thunder down the hall. They came through the door a second later and laid their eyes on Jazlynn. She didn't look at us, or even acknowledge us no matter what we tried to do to get her attention.

After what seemed like hours, she turned her head toward us, but her eyes weren't the soft honey brown color we were used to. They were electric blue with black specks.

"Is that... No, it's not possible. She's too young." My brothers voice echoed in our ears.

"But I think it is. We always knew she was special." My mother replied.

"Hello, family. What brings you to my room in a frantic mood?" A soft voice filled the room as we looked at Jazlynn with wide eyes.

"That wasn't her voice... That was someone or something else's voice."

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My readers! My wonderful, faithful readers! I am so truly, deeply sorry that it took so long for me to update. I have no excuse other than I have work, school, and 5 other books I have to find time for & I finally found time to finish up this chapter. Yayyy!

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-Angel