thoughts and memories. loki laufeyson.

- TEN.

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Natasha looked at me with an "wtf?" look. ❝ Seriously, Y/N? He could do what he did last year! Why are you agreeing on this? ❞ She said as I gave her a "hear me out" look. ❝ Thor wouldn't bring his brother in here if he didn't have any reasons to. And I think giving Loki another chance won't hurt a bit. ❞ I said as I look up at Thor, who nodded his head and smiled.

❝ The Allfather said that Loki will be joining us as a punishment on what he did to Midgard. But he will not be free, as he will still be under our control. I told Stark that maybe he has some device to minimise Loki's powers for him not to use it whole. And he said he does have the right equipment. ❞ Thor said and so on, many voices from several people inside the room are now making noises, aside from myself as I let myself think deeper in my head.

As a matter a fact, I knew why Loki did what he did. The pain he felt and the anger he had was driving him to do such things. And not to mention, he was under a mind control. And that Titan used his vulnerable and broken state to use him as something to take over Midgard- as what Thor calls it. So, giving him another chance will not hurt, we never know, he might change. A bit. I guess.

❝ But do you really think him staying here would be a great idea? Why not take over him to S.H.I.EL.D? They could handle him more better. ❞ Clint- yes, I have finally knew his name- suddenly said as I looked at him- well, more like glaring. I scowled. ❝ They will only treat him no other than an prisoner. And, really? S.H.I.EL.D? Did you forgotten that he was handled once by them, yet he still managed to escape? We can handle him more where we stay. ❞ I said, not actually minded what I just said. My eyes grew wide as I tried to close my mouth whose now open agape.

Tony looked like he was amused but at the same time annoyed. ❝ He will still a prisoner here, Y/N. We can't risk not putting him any restrictions. Yes, he's staying in here, whether anybody of you like it, or not. Even I didn't want to, but Thor needs help, as he is our friend, let's help him out. The meeting is over. ❞ He said as he walk out the room, probably going to his lair. I sighed as I looked back at Natasha, who's expression looked defeated.

I smiled at everyone, ❝ How about you guys fix yourself up, I'm cooking dinner. Be ready at 5. ❞ I said and I heard Bruce and Clint whispering "finally! a good food!" while Steve just smiled at me, and walk out with Natasha. Thor, Loki, and I are the only people who's left in here. I saw Thor smiling as he walk slowly near me. ❝ Thank you, Lady Y/N. For siding with me. Us. ❞ He said as I rested my hands on his shoulder, tapping it softly as I nod my head.

Thor walked out, like he was actually forgetting his little brother was still here. I looked at him as I met his emerald green eyes. ❝ Aren't you gonna go with your brother? ❞ I asked him as he just smirked at me. ❝ That big oaf forgotten about me. How rude. ❞ He said as he stood up, walking out yet his gaze still on me, while I looked at him intently, well, glaring I suppose.

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After I cooked dinner, their happy noises are the only noises I could hear, especially to Bruce and Clint. It's been a while since I cooked for them again because of the assignment S.H.I.EL.D gave us, Natasha and I. It took us a week for us to track the package, so definitely they were stuck eating a ordered food, pizza, or Tony's cooking, which they didn't actually like.

❝ This steak and stew Y/N made tastes good than Tony's. ❞ Clint said as I couldn't help myself and crack a laugh, with everyone following as Tony protested with a "hey!". The tension seems to slowly fade as they were actually starting a conversation on their own.

I scanned the room as I saw an empty chair, beside Thor. Yes, Loki decided not to eat with us. I asked Thor on why but he only shrugged and said "he does not like to interact with any of the team, especially dr. banned.". I understand him as I think he needs to adjust himself for the new surroundings and the new way of life he will be experiencing for the few months of his stay.

I shooked my head as I heard my name was being called. ❝ Yes? ❞ I answered them as I saw Tony's worried look. ❝ Are you okay? You're in a deep thought. What's bothering you, Cupcake? ❞ He asks as I smiled at him, a reassuring one. I nodded my head no and answered him. ❝ Nothing, really. Just exhausted and tired that's all. ❞ I said, half lie and half true. He smiled at me as Natasha suddenly spoke up and told them the mission we had awhile ago.

As we finished our food, I decided to ready a good for one person meal for Loki. I mean, it's not bad to give him something, right? You know, a sign of welcoming. I stood unto my feet as I grabbed the plate on my hand, ready to go on his room. Luckily, his floor is also my floor, meaning, we're neighbours in rooms. You know what I mean? I entered the elevator as I told Jarvis to take me to the third floor, which is our floor.

As the elevator door opened, I walk myself out of there, figuring out on which of these six rooms are his. I scanned every room as I saw the door just beside mine, on the left. It was on color gold, which I would assume he did coloured it. I smiled as I grabbed the plate by hand and knocked a few times, waiting for his permission.

I heard a hissed, ❝ Go away, Thor! How many times do I have to tell you that I will not-! ❞ He said as I cleared my throat. ❝ Firstly, I am not Thor. Secondly, I wanted to bring you something, but turns out you wouldn't like to eat this so- ❞ I said which was cut off when a door had swing opened, revealing Loki's flushing face. He's wearing a sweat pants and a shirt, whose colour black and green.

Not gonna lie, it suits him well. I cleared my throat and greeted him with a smile. ❝ Hello. I bought food, Thor said you wouldn't like to eat with the others, so I thought I should give you something. Here. ❞ I said as I extended my arms towards him, and him only staring at the food. ❝ I am not hungry. ❞ He said as he looked up back at me. I rolled my eyes as I scoffed. ❝ Take it. ❞ I demanded as he furrowed his eyebrows. ❝ Or I'll end you right here, right now. ❞ I continued as I smiled at him, threatening him clearly. Yet, he didn't even look as if he was scared. Meh.

He sighed and took the plate, showing the equipment around his wrists which actually shocked me. It looked heavy, yet it looked like it was just a bracelet for him. Huh, so they already put that thing on him? I didn't noticed. I mentally said as I smiled at him. ❝ Do you need anything? Drinks? ❞ I said softly at him as he only shooked his head. A minutes of silence took over us as he decided to go back inside his room, shutting the door at me, not even saying anything at me. Not like I'm expecting him to say "thank you" or something.

Damn that asshole, of course I was expecting him to say it.