RT Complication!!

⚠️At My Worst⚠️

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING!⚠️

Short Description: Once you get a traumatizing memory of the past whether by accident or not, it always gets you to your worst...and sometimes, all your heart longs is just someone's comfort.

AU's: No AU's, probably just the Amnesia Incident never happened in this timeline.

Ship: My favorite, Kay and Alf

Warnings: Angst, mental breakdowns, self loathing.

Trigger Warning: Harassment trauma, if you have this trigger I will recommend you to pick another chapter.

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It's been a while since he fallen in love, isn't he? The mechanic, despite reading several love stories from the library he just can never get the grasp of his emotions.

However, Alf doesn't mind on that too much...in fact, he just want to be the best friend of everyone who wanted to. To be a good friend, a good person and a helpful one.

It was around the time he walks back to the tower, since they moved in as a team to make sure each one of them is monitored.

The sun slowly sets as he can see the gradients of the night. What an exhausting day to do work...

But he never expected that when he goes back and opens the room's door, a famillar person is sulking...no...crying their heart out.

The second his hand pulls the entrance open, his heart shattered to pieces. Those sounds of grief and fear immediately stick to his mind.

There his eyes met with a devastating sight, the sunshine is in pain. The most happiest and cheerful friend and companion he knew in such time is in Alf's room, devastated.

Kay Lewis is crying.

Without his thoughts clearing up immediately, the first thing he initiates is to give him a hug. Hoping to give him comfort...

But he was pushed back with such force...as if the younger did not recognized who it was.

"NO! N-NOT AGAIN!! STAY AWAY YOU MONSTER!!!"

Those false accusation strikes Alf's heart, even if he knew himself the one who he is looking at does not awknowledge him.

He met the lazuli eyes, which only is drowning with terror and fear inside. Drops of tears expresses such emotions that each milisecond of it he cannot hold on.

The older one tried his best to calm Kay down, signalling that he is safe. He raises his hands, surrendering if that is what can cool down his flaming heart.

"...Kay?"

Alf slowly stood up, he does not want to scare him more. Calmly approaching the other, trying to keep his composure just to ensure the situation.

He was this close to hold him.

"Do you need...help?"

Those words.

Snaps Kay.

He looked even more horrified, as if that sentence reminds him of something that no one except him can comprehend.

He quickly stood up, grabs whatever he can find that is evident to his panic and threw it to Alf with hatred.

"PLEASE!!! I TOLD YOU!! NO MORE!!" He yelled at the top of his lungs, gripping tightly to anything that he can hold on. His body motioning complete fear, not wanting any second of it.