Mina's POV
Momo left after she's done to me. I don't know where she's going..
I cry the whole night. letting out all the pain and misery that I feel. It's just one single mistake but but I feel like she'll hate me all her life. I as happy before when I know that I will marry Momo
But Momo never loved me. from the start she never really liked me. She knows that this marriage is just for the bussiness and nothing more. but I didn't mind all of that. I really love Momo. she's the girl of my dream. But she never loved me back, she has a girlfriend that time but is forced the end their relationship with her becaause of the marriage\
I waited for months and years for her to warm up to me,but it never happen. I can't even feel ny ounce of love from her. she's so cold and distant until I get tired of our setup
I just wanted to be loved, that's why I gave up and had an affair with Chaeyoung
but it's been years and it seems like she never forgives me. everytime I look into her eyes all I see is hatred. I'm so stupid.. and now I'm positive that Momo will never loved me back
I'll do anything for her to forgive me and if that means she will hurt me over and oover again . I'll accept it.. I just want our relationship to be back again..
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series of loud bang woke me up from my slumber. I tiredly rub my eyes and I flinch when the door bang again, this time harder
"Mina! fuck open this goddamn door!" and another bang. I panic and hurriedly goes to the door. I took a deep breath and opens it. I scream when Momo suddenly grabs my hair again "Didn't I tell you not to lock the door!?" she shouted
"I-I'm sorry.. I just fall asleep and I forgot to open it.."
"And why the hell do you locked the door!? You don't want to see me huh!?" she shouted angrily and I shake my head. my eyes fall to her neck.. and my tears started to form.. it's a hickey
"Y-you had sex with someone?" I ask her with a small voice. she scoff and shove me off,makingme fall on my side. "yea I did. do you have a problem with that?"
"how could you do that.. you already have a wife and you're having sx with someone else"
she looks at me with furios eyes and with that look I already know that I anger her. she quickly goes to me and roughly grab my arm "and you have the damn nerd to say that to me!? have you forgotten what you did to me? fine" she suddenly push me to the ground
"Let's talk about having sex with someone Mina! you're talking as if you didn't do anything bad. who cheated first Mina? is it me? huh? IS IT ME!?"
I close my eyes tightly and sniffles "I've already said sorry to you many time Momo.." i said with a small tone but she just laught at me "i don't care how many times you apologize to me! I will never forgive you!" she said and punched the wall harshly. I hug myself in fear. I know she's really mad now and I'm afraid that she might punch me next
"You don't know how much you've hurted me Mina.. I try to make thigs work for the both of us.. i try to love you.. and when I'm starting to fall for you what did you do.. you cheated..you don't know how painful it was when I saw in bed with my own bestfriend.. I want to kill the both of you"
I cover my face as I try to calm down "please momo just give me a second chance I promise--" she didn't let me finish my sentence when she suddenly grabs my shoulders
"second chance? youre not worth a second chance! i should have never married you if I know that you will cheat, I should have drop that arrange marriage and run away with Dahyun and not you! you are worthless mina.. you hear me? worthless!"
my heart clench painfuly when she said that words.. I already regretted my action before. she always hurt me but this is the first time that she said that she regret marrying me..
I look at her and tries to cupped her cheeks but she just swat my hands away. her breathing is heavy and I know that she's still angry "I'm sorry momo.. please what should I do for you to forgive me.." I said with teary eyes
"I just want you to prove your loyalty mina... but you already you already fail that when you decide to cheat on me" she said and push me away before walking out of our room
leaving me alone and crying
