He's The One

Old Memories (15)

Chapter Fifteen:

Jaemin's P.O.V:

"Jaemin please just let it go." Rei told me. I sighed in defeat. Of course she would say that.. I hurt her badly.

"Rei please." I asked her once more.

She opened her mouth to say something and I prepared myself to hear another 'No Jaemin not ever and not again' but instead I heard Jeno calling out for me. Rei's face turned shocked as she heard his voice and tried to get out of my hold.

Let me tell you something that nobody knows.. Maybe except Rei, Jiho, and Donghyuk.

Rei and I use to date.. I'll give you a moment to let that sink in.

Rei and I met in Daegu. We were good friends and we dated for a while. I swear I loved her so much. It was all going smoothly until another girl came into my life.. Yerim.

Sure I thought I only thought of dating her as a joke.. Telling Rei things like "Oh Yerim asked me out again."

And she'd reply with "That's nice." Secretly I could tell she was getting jealous. I use to really tease her with Yermin.. I just didn't know I took it too far.

Then I found out that Rei's dad was missing and she cried in my arms, and that's was our last good moment together before the unthinkable happened.

She saw me kiss Yerim. Not just a kiss.. A make out. Initially I kept denying it but she kept persisting.. Then it really happened. I hit her.

I didn't mean to.. It just sorta happened. I tried to explain to Rei but you could tell her life was over and it was because of me.

For a whole week I gave Rei her space.. I gave her time.. So when I went back to her house after our whole incident, waiting and waiting for hours on the doorsteps, the neighbor came out and told me they were gone.

There was a note for me inside the house. I still have it till this day.

Dear Jaemin,
If you find this in our empty house, it then means we've moved.. I've actually been debating to tell you or not.. So just keep reading.
I don't know anymore Jaemin.. Technically we didn't break up, but at the same time.. I don't even think I can trust you anymore.. You've hurt me to the point where I can't recover from it. I wish I could hug you at least before I leave but.. I don't even know anymore.
Come visit us sometime at the place we said we should visit together when we get married one day. Well.. That dream is dead but, hey I'd still like to see you maybe?
-Rei

I sat in the empty house thinking about that place then it hit me.

Busan.

I immediately asked my mom if I could move out there with my aunt, and my mom said sure since she's always on business trips anyways and I began my search for Rei.

Donghyuk was my good friend that lived there, so when I told him that I was moving out there he didn't hesitate to show me around. He knew about me and Rei. He knew about how much I loved her, so hearing me being an asshole he was mad.. But still helped me on my search for her.

As if it was fate I ended up in the same school as her, but I'm always in the other building..

Our first meet up was during a school info day. I was walking on my way and she fell into my arms.. Just like it was destiny.

*flashback*

"I'm sorry." She said as she stood up.

"Rei?" I asked in disbelief as I wiped a hair out of her face.

"Umm.. Yes who are you?" She asked me as if she had been completely brainwashed.

"Jaemin. Rei.. It's me." I told her.

"Jae--Jaemin?" She stuttered. Tears began to fill her eyes.. "You're here?" She asked once more.

"Yes Rei it's me." I told her. I went up to hug her and she pushed me away.

"I'm sorry I just can't. I'm-- no." She then ran off in the other direction and left me there..

*flashback over*

But can you blame her? Ugh I was such an asshole.

Let's add more to the already bad part. It's her brother.. He's close to Taeyong, and Taeyong is in charge of me. Jiho probably already forgot about me, but I feel like if I ever do meet him again, he'd kill the living shit out of me.

Jiho and I were close too then all of the sudden I fucked up his sister and he fucked me up too.. Punched me in the face. Rei told him to stop and he did, but she didn't do it for me.. She did it for him. I ended up with a black eye.

But does it matter at all? No.

Do I regret it? Yes.

I ended up going out with Yermin then she cheated on me.. But I was fine with it.. She a slut for all I care.

I never noticed it about Rei, but now I do.. She was fragile. That's why people always told me to protect her or keep her safe.. Don't hurt her. Rei is very fragile, like a glass.. She can break easily. She's gone through the trauma without her dad, and being bullied when she was little... abused by her father, such as times when I met her and I saw she had new bruises on her arm, she couldn't walk properly, yet she told me she fell down.. That's why she's like that..

She never really mentioned that part of her father to anyone.. Maybe except me.. So when her father left even though he was an asshole, she was still hurt because that was still her father. Now I recognize why it hurt her so much. She trusted me with so much.. And it seems like I threw it all away. Just like him.

If only I could turn back time.

a/n:

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