****WARNING —- GRAPHIC ASF****
I grasp my cock and begin to pull
Eyes roll back and my head begins to dull
To ease this pain, I've got to distract myself from this all.
Migraines and aspirins
Porn and lubrications
Conversations and desperations
The man is hidden in stone,
the world chips at my shoulders
weighing down while adding weight.
Shine my shoes and blind my sight.
It doesn't matter anyway,
I never learned how to read.
I gave away my vision,
Allowed myself to bleed,
Then gave my heart away.
I'm happy to be silent, and im happy to be stoned,
I'm happy to feel free although I have no home
My walls caved down and the support was fired.
I buried my friends, and listened to them lie.
Begging to breathe, while their breath was wasted.
Hush little guys, we all move on, you turned my life into hell, and broke every bone. I've gotten back up battered to none, brushed off the dirt and did not ask what you've done. My mind feels not afraid and my body is glad at what it's begun. I buried myself, but now I bury my loved ones
All alone, I will be atlast, instead of just my head, I will be able to relax. So when you hush me away and you dismiss my pain, I will take yours with a clasp. Close your throat as you take your last breath. Taking it from you like you took my last mask. And I just keep sitting, pulling my cock, I couldn't be happier atlast. Bodies lined still, with teeth painted black.
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The Darker Thoughts of me, Not sorry.
PoetryJust some poetry/writing that I cannot put into my original book. 18+, graphic but still somewhat relatable. Read on...
