The Darker Thoughts of me, Not sorry.

Save me

As I looked into your eyes yours looked into mine,
Familiar green, fades to blue.
Your blonde hair, turns to the salt and pepper he laid in.
The want i feel when you look at me takes me back to the time where he took my body, and pulled himself in.

I look at you and I don't seem the man I want,
I just see a man.
I look at you, and in your beautiful form,
His crooked teeth stare back at me.
His laced fingers around my throat,
Wiping my tears into my hole.
Using my fear, to turn my chest into coal.

A soft grace, across my face, he held my body against his pole.
His creature lies here, laying in his bed.
Prying into my back, with his hands insuring my words are unsaid.
"I love you boy, your mine, your made to be in my bed,
Your tears are sweet, your fear and sweat will always stain the sheets in my head,
I love taking away any hope you have ever had,
Bruises will line your body, and all youll ever will think, will be my hands,
Controlling your every move,
Feeding you scraps of food,
Making you my fool"

He smiles chuckles in delight,
As he wipes a tear off my cheek,
And puts it in between my cheeks,
"Are you ready for round 42?
It's my age, this one will be special too."
On my back he enters again, and I've stopped trying end this attack.

"Save me"

I whisper,
Quietly so the monster can't hear.

I close my eyes, and when I open, green are still there.
With your hands on my face,
You aren't him,
But when i see them, I can feel his in there.

Crushing my soul,
Repeating his last words,
"Where ever you are, I'll see you there,"