Horses

Prt 2

I finally found how to make a chapter. yay.

Why did humans have to be at the top, the highest point, the strongest, the dominant kind.

All animals have there own perspective of life, and reality.

I try to believe that whatever I believe in or hope to be is in my path coming. like horses

My mother said yes a few days ago to one, then my dad, I had to tell him and sat down and said "what do you want" I said "i think you know" he said "whatever you want, no, get it when your 40 and you live alone," I should have never asked.

I still believe.

I called a physic and she said that I'll meet a special man when I'm 19. I can't wait. I hope it's true.

I want something to distract me, for me to love, for me to tell my secrets but sill won't judge. I want to love something who love me back, who forgives and is calm and trusts me.

I want a horse, that's why I am working in a barn now , I got the email early morning and I got accepted.

I start today from 3 pm -9 pm. I get paid every other week.
But most importantly I get experience with the things I love.

My parents don't know, I'll have to go from school to the barn to home. I will shut my phone off and just enjoy my first day. I've once been gone for 12 hours with my friends and when I came home they weren't there, I stayed 4 more hours at home waiting with the dogs and when they did, they both went shopping.

I don't think it will matter where I go. they don't care.

When I have kids I won't treat them like they way I was treated. I will never hurt them, I will tend to them, I will love them and give them a curfew and make dinner for the family and we all eat together instead of make our own food and eating in our rooms.

We go to earth for experience, only with our perspectives with others. making reputations for humans. we are all the same but all different too.

Bashar says there are 3 hundred thousand souls in the universe, there are 7 billion ppl. on the planet, there are defiantly soul mates.
Bashar says that Daryl is bashar a past life. he also says that Daryl will love 3 times on different planets before he reaches bashers physical body.