I don't know what I did
I don't know what happened
He's not talking to me anymore
I'm defeated
I don't
I can't
I'm shit
I stopped talking to my parents
School
Grade are still up
Just him
It's bothering me to no end, last time I slept was 3 days ago I used a lot of make up to cover the bags up
I need to release the bad crap
I need
I need to talk to a horse
It's been 3 weeks
I need it
My life needs him, I need the love, I need the support.
And he's not there
I need someone to talk to him for me because I don't have the courage the self moral to do it.
I had my period today so that made it worse.
I need the love, I need someone to hold my hand.
I need Matt.
Sometimes I get so angry....
I need that person to hold my hand, to ask if I'm okay every day.
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Horses
General FictionHorseback riding or just standing next to a horse makes me happy. It's my way of escape from school, dad, John. When I ride I don't think, no thoughts, no emotions. It's like your in a coma. Your body adjusts to the rhythm of the horse and that's th...
